I do not know why
There seems like no reason
I just cant cheer up myself
I just could not smile
I try
I really try to smile
But my lips just do not move

I keep my head at 45 degree
I do not know why my tears
They wanted to roll down to my cheek
Without my conscious
Why?
What happened?

I do not like it
I do not want it
But i do not know what to do now