sensitve

i admit that i am a very strong sensitive sense girl..

i can feel sensitive easily...

sometimes i was just wondering am i too much?

actually i am just self-protective only...

i don't want to get hurt

so please don't hurt me...

sometimes i also will think that am i think too much?

actually everything was normal just that i felt is not...

i just too believe my sensitiveness

cause everytime my sensitive will tell me the truth...

i never sense wrong.... haiz...

scare....

i realize when i knew something that i shouldn't know... i start to feel scare of it... i don't know how to face it... i will choose avoid to escape from facing it.. i also knew that avoid is not a good choice and decision... but..... i just felt like dunno how to face it la... how? what should i do? honestly, i am scare of you... you seem dangerous for me...

give up~

finally i have made up my mind to give up you... i dunno it was a good decision or not.. but i felt that, once i said to myself "i want to give up you" i was so comfortable... i have no more worries and the feeling of waiting for you anymore.. it was just like a stone has removed from my heart o... i realize that i really have give up you.. although i did not tell you that i give up you... this is because i hope we still can be friend.. just like before this going out for movies and yum cha... maybe be friend will be better than be couple... haha... ^^ so date me for movie lo..... hehe... i told myself not to give you any chance... let's just be friend!! i believe that be friend will be better for us.. cause we are from the different world... hehe.... ^^ i am happy now....

stupid YY

why am i so stupid? aiyoyo... this is the second times.. i hope i was the last time too... i FORGET to bring my hostel key! about the gate i can open it as long as my house mates is at home.. then my room key! owh..... headache ar... luckily loon help me to open it! thanks loon! i though u won't help me de lo... cause we rarely talk although we stay in a same house... haha... really thanks for ur help... unlike your brother, sam. just sit there and playing maple o... sweat =.=" didn't bother of us at all..... really sweat la...... anyway now i am in my room.. thanks god!