happy!!

just now my superwoman nai nai told me that during semester break she can go anywhere but not seaside.. so no seaside.. and the good news was she can stay OVERNIGHT!!! wakaka!!! this make me happy! that time she said before that she cant overnite de.. now she can adi.. huhu... I gotta feeling... haha..

steamboat

tonight have steamboat with my classmates.. 13 out of 20 people were attending this dinner. this dinner happen in GK! haha.. very happy and enjoying.. i was the late comer due to my nap.. i overslept.. i dun really ate much cause i dun felt hungry.. so i was the photographer again.. ISH!! i dun like o be photographer.. i prefer to be the subject to capture~ anyway tonight dinner was fun.. it show that E2 has spirit! but of course when eating that time we separated into 2 groups of topic/channel. i was joining with the guys. all those stupid funny joke was out! haha...

down~

now i am waiting for NING SZE arrival.. we have a date.. while waiting for her.. i click here click there and enter something and saw something that make me felt down~ i just felt like left out for a moment... i dun felt like only me alone but others too.. i felt like suddenly we have gone missing.. disappear in nowhere.. owh... i HATE this feeling.. maybe she was just busy? maybe she forget it? maybe.... maybe... i dunno.. if she forget it means she has no heart adi~ i am sad :(  even the sky is falling down~~ dowwwwnnn... dun wanna think of it adi.. just wait for ning sze arrival oni la.. haiz....

told jor lu...

now i should rush for the assignment but i was here again..
i need to express my feeling again! thanks blog for always be the place for me to express.
as i say before that i am not ready for it.. i have 0 preparation for it.. u aren't annoying to me.. just that i felt it was the time for me to tell let you know. TIME'S UP!! i don't wanna u step into the hole deep and deeper. u will hurt yourself when u pulled your legs out. besides that, i already find you lesser sometimes even don't reply message. i even post "dun waste ur time on me~" to facebook and MSN. but it seem like you don't know i am referring to you.

now i finally told you in MSN while u are offline.. >.< i hope you can understand that i don't mean to hurt you. i didn't means anything harm to you. just that i felt that u should know what am i thinking. i really now ready. i know maybe you never think of it but ur action seem to be so... like bystander also know there must be something between us. haiz... i dun wanna ppl to misunderstood.. i have no self confidence! 
IT WAS MY PROBLEM!!! I WASN'T GOOD AS YOU THINK!!

date~

today i skip my dearest ms. yau class and go out movie with my dearest nai nai~ YEE VERN!
we went to 1utama for a movie... very happy and enjoying!!! haha... i think this is the first time i going out with yee vern.. i means only both of us..
SUPERWOMAN NAI NAI yee vern! thanks for being my driver and i am really enjoying the day with you! it was very GREAT!! THANK YOU!!

hungry ness

i long time dun have this kind of feeling already! usually no matter how i hungry also i wont show faces or angry! but now i am going to show it to someone!! my housemate!! she really make me mad!! cant she think of my feeling?? i have meeting until 8pm! i reach GK already 8pm+ u are the one who ask me to have dinner with you! and u are the one also wasting my time want me to write blog to SCOLD you!! just because of your STUPID IDIOT DAMN ASS game. u want me to wait u??? i already told u that i am super hungry but why???? why re u still want me to WAIT!!! FUCK OFF!!! 
i dun like to scold bad word but now u are making me scolding so much of nonsense!! what the hell??? hungry will effect my feeling and make me emotional!! that i will like to scold people and let everyone think that they have make me angry!!

angry+fed up = an up

i was fed up to look at my drama presentation and written assignment. this is because i waste so much of time on the assignment and today only i realize i doing the wrong topic!! tomorrow have to present it.. owh... T__T
then my teammates! non of them contribute in the assignment!! not even a thanks from them also.. if you were me, how was ur feeling?? proud of urself cause?? cause u very prro can did everything?? honestly i am using this opportunity to test myself but at the same time i wish someone can be there to lend me a hand. i also a human being. that presentation wasn't individual marks but group!! if it was individual. i wont care bout u guys. let u guys MATI la!!! i care for my coursework marks.
i really hate when u ask me ' how was the presentation stuff going on?' i wanna SLAP u GAO GAO!!! at that moment i really wanna scold you, could u please just SHUT UP??? haiz..........

T__T

my brother's feeling

just now while i was doing my written assignment for friday presentation. i was facebook-ing wt the samw time. then i saw my brother profile. he wrote that '15/7/06 where me and you start until 1068 we ended. thanks for the memories' i think the 1068 is stand for 10/6/08 gua.. from this i knew that my brother still miss his ex-girlfriend, angel yali. i never though that my brother was so faithful to her. i think i understand his feeling.. it was a history for him... hmm....

what a day????

today was really dunno what a day for me... 

in the morning, my alarm 8.30am wake me up then i just OFF it not SNOOZE.. then i continue my sleep.. around 8.50am i JUMP up and look at my handset. then i start to think ' haiz.. the tutors also dun mind we late for her class and she always late also..' just like this.. i did not rush for her class.. i still like normal.. brush my teeth, comb my hair, wash my face, change my clothes and tidy up my bag. then only i go out.. 

when i reach college, i was late not more than 15 mins. i saw mt classmates cutting the sugar paper then i start to think why do everyone busy with the black paper?? then only i remember MY PAPER!!! i left it at GK. GOSH! i quickly think of my driver, YEE VERn. i need her help. when she finish class she fetch me back to GK. ok that's was perfect and nice. we reach college on time and go for our class. 

when i was in lecture hall enjoying my fish bun, i realize where is my house key??? then i cant FIND it.. T__T    i start to think of where is it.. i went to yee vern's car look. don have.. then i think maybe i left at home.. fine.. forget it..

at 2pm my classmate, heman called me and tole me that my pendrive dun have my SKETCHBOOK file! i was like WALAU!!!! then no choice i have to rush back to GK to on my laptop and send to him and ask him to print. by the way, i was so unlucky there arent any bus available for me to go back GK and come back to colllege... this was suck. at the same time the god i playing with me.. it start to rain, my umbrella wasn't with ME!!

lastly, my spare key couldnt open the GATE locks.. T__T this was horrible and terrible for me... luckily i still manage to open my door room. should i sing BAD DAY?? haha...

raining nite..

i just finish my sketch book half an hour ago.. then i felt super duper hungry... i though of going out EAT mana tau raining! owh... this rain spoil my mood.. i dun have the feeling of going out anymore but stay at home and cook for myself... so i got to cook! now the rice was cook and i got to heat up the dish.. then i will have my dinner... after my dinner i have to continue my another assignment~ T__T
why do i have a pity life?? a semester full of assignment... and i don't really know how to do and what to do.. T__T    and no one there for me to ask for help... i am afraid that i might failed for this subject.. ohhh noo....

felt~

seriously i can felt that he has put his legs into the hole.. the hole that i cant see anything.. i wanna pull his legs out from it but i just don't have the energy to do so.. i don't even know how to pull them out. i don't wanna he get deep and deeper into the hole until he can't climb up. what should i do? i hope he cant felt that now is not the right timing for everything.. i know you are good but i wasn't the right choice for you.. i think so... i don't dare to think about it at all.. i still wish to be single and enjoy the freedom that i have.. i am happy with what i have.. i hope you know that i don't wanna lose a friend like you.. at the same time i don't wanna level up our relation too.. i hope it can be maintain.. still the same...

Huu...........

tonight after a talk with my beloved sakai.. i felt so comfortable and relax. they brighten the mentol in my mind.. i think i have to think of some idea adi.. but i was lazy too.. i think only with my sakai i can express myself so easily.. so sakais i really love you guys and thanks god for letting me to meet them.. if not i don't think so i will have such a happy true friend with them.. i really appreciate this friendship and i never want this relation to be end.. i want it to stay as long as our pictures are there.

my first time having hot drinks with my sakais..

 hot HONEY~

drama class~

i HATE drama class. i really hate it.. it was like a machine that will activate everyone sleepy mode around you.. it was really a SUCK class for me to attend!! if not because of attendant i will not go for it at all. MS.LEE please dun think that you are the best lecture or tutor in our college.. u aren't that good. i cant see any point in your sentence~ YUCK!! u make me hate LITERATURE!! i hate YOU too!!!!!

nite trip~

wow!! yesterday 1st of July 2010, is my first time to KL club.. i went to MAISON, somewhere near klcc area there.. it was really a enjoyable and memorable nite for me.. i think others of them also will felt so.. only E2 members went there but of course not whole class but more than half of them. let me count:
Chee Huat      Caston      Li Ying     Kee Kee     Jia Li      Shan Shan      Angela      Sze Ying      Kelvin     Euann     Yong Hong     Chee Heng     Sue Yoong     &      ME


there 14 of us.. huhu.. yesterday while we reach there we still felt some kind of bore at first la.. which is still early around 11pm ++ but later everyone start to get HIGH!! dance along... huhu... it was really enjoying... haha... at there i saw Josh. he drag me to downstair and bring me near to the dance floor. at there we start to dance. at that moment i really didn't think of anything. no matter the people around will felt that u are stupid or ugly dancer. but i was just dance. just like lady gaga song JUST DANCE.. haha...


later on.. Josh ask me and push me to the dance floor where only girls can go up only.. then i continue my dance with Josh where i was on the dance floor and he was on the ground. later on i join with Angela and the girls. after dance then we went back to upstair and rest. there is where we realizes that our Caston was drunk! and continue with Sue Yoong!! we was so surprise that Caston was drunk and he was so so funny!! then Sue Yoong start with the funny action and conversation! haha..


2am we decided to go due to the drunker cant stand on. we went to steven croner. at there much more laughter were heard! the drunker make a lot of JOKE!! kaka... first time look at the childish and happy Uncle Caston~ Sue Yoong even worst! WHATEVER also CARLSBERG and preety in his world~~


i think after our final exam there will be another night trip to clubbing again~