电话响起了
你要说话了
还因为你心里对我有想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是谁变了？
是谁变了？

I din mean yo force u to update blog
Even myself is not updating it too
So whenever you are lazy or tired then just leave it
It's ok for me.. not a big deal

This 2 days start to work at restaurant
I do really tired
Really really tired

I know our time difference is a big gap between us
You having class is a problem too
I did not blame u
I just........
Just dont understand why when i am that tired, you are not here to give me support or comfort me
All i wan is to feel you are here for me

Did u realize this 2 days we did not talk much ?
Apart of it is my fault
I am busy working and lefting you out
Is my fault

I shouldnt complain
I have to learn to accept and keep silent on action

I know u are busy with the activities
Just go ahead with it
I am ok...
As long as you are enjoy then i am happy

When i miss u, need u
Cant u just focus on me awhile??
When is the time i will say i miss u??
Do i always say i miss u??
When i say it, i mean it..
Cant u just give me a few minutes accompany??
I know study is important too..
I just need a few second then i will be ok..

Am i too over to have the request?

女孩哭过，就像是雨过天晴了。
男孩也哭了，就像是雨洒在草地上。
两位哭泣的孩子上了一堂很贵重的课程。
也许要痛过，跌过，伤过，人才会成长。
这就是两位孩子必需经历的路程。
他们还有很漫长的路要走，一起经历。
路程中是充满了喜，哀，悲，乐
互相了解，互相体谅，互相忍让，互相信任
我相信男孩和女孩可以经历度过他们美妙幸福的生活。

U had spoil my night!
I am really PISS at u!
我讨厌你！！！
Why did i go check something i shouldnt???
Why did i read something that i shouldnt read????

我是累了！
累
累
累
累
累
累
累
累
累

但是就是不想睡~~

no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood
no mood

你认为我会舍得更你分开吗？？？

坏孩子

从前有一位男孩，他说“我每天都会为你更新我的部落格。不管是大事，小事，没事，喜，哀，悲，乐。我都会通通写在部落格里头。这样我的宝贝就可以知道我每天的生活。”

女孩听了非常开心和安心。女孩每天都会去看看男孩的部落格。有些时候，女孩会在一天内看好几次呢。那是因为女孩希望可以第一时间知道男孩的状况。

这几天，男孩没有更新部落格。女孩每天都不停得去看男孩的部落格。但是还是一样。

女孩就像“男孩应该是很忙碌吧。没关系，明天就会有了。”






我相信，当男孩看到了女孩的部落格。一定会要写会一篇部落格给女孩看。
说的没错吧！对不对啊，男孩？？

嘻嘻！！

The feeling of being left out is back with me..
Tonight gonna have this feeling as my partner accompany with tears in a dark space..

不知道为什么，突然间emo...

after injection, my left hand very pain

the moment i was waiting u in front of the lappy where are u?

where are u at 10.30pm-11.30pm?

i am super emo now...

i am down

http://www.funnyploy.com/a/ganrengushi/2013/0503/14123.html


男人一定要讀的:男人也許永遠也不知道的事

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼那麼在乎他有沒有來電話和短信？因為她們自己知道，其實並不一定要那些甜言蜜語，只要你無論多忙都會想著她就行了。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼會一直喜歡把MSN隱身掛著？因為她們自己知道，別人曉不曉得她來了並不重要，而是她不想錯過你每次上線的機會。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼要打電話讓男人請吃飯？因為她們自己知道，並不是自己那麼貪吃，而是想創造更多和你單獨在一起的機會。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼要男人給買這買那？因為她們自己知道，其實男人真的要買，她也會阻止的，她會懂得為他省錢，而是想試試他是不是真的肯為自己花錢。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼不厭其煩的讓男人學會攢錢？因為她們自己知道，其實並不是讓他攢錢娶自己，也不是自己以後跟他在一起會怕窮，而是想讓他自己手頭有點存款就會寬裕些。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼總會對他嘮嘮叨叨囑咐個沒完？因為她們自己知道，其實她們並不是男人眼中那個啰嗦的大嬸，而是對他的關心惦念超過了一切。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼總在生氣時鬧著要分手？因為她們自己知道，她們並不是真的想分手，只是想你去 挽留她，從而找到被愛的證據。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼要在分手以後還會對他噓寒問暖？因為她們自己知道，她們並不是想跟你做朋友，只是想挽回這段曾經屬於她的感情。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼在分手以後會夜夜痛哭？因為她們知道，如果今晚不用哭來麻醉自己，那麼今晚只 能在思念中度過。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼要在發生矛盾時躲避著你？因為她們自己知道，她們並不是不想見你，而是害怕見面後情況更糟，不想讓痛苦繼續延伸。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼會那麼愛對他發脾氣？因為她們自己知道，對他發脾氣並不是不愛她，只是非常非常的在乎他.希望他更完美。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼有時生氣時不吵也不鬧的冷戰？因為她們自己知道，不管自己的心有多痛，痛有多深，也不一定能改變他們的想法，因此只能讓自己安靜下來。

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼會那麼在意你以前的女朋友？因為她們自己知道，並不完全是她們不自信，只是她們害怕有一天你會離他而去




说的很对。
但是，我不会随随便便说分手。
我会想了很清楚才说。

突然

darling，我现在非常的需要你

我很想要拥抱，熊抱。任何抱抱！

我需要你在我身边

我想要 kiss kiss

我突然想你想到哭了



我很想要和darling 一起睡觉

我们手牵手



睡前darling 总是会吻我



darling 也会帮我盖好被



你不知不觉的走进我每日的生活

突然间你不见了， 我是真的不习惯

我很想念你

快点回来我身边好吗？

你不乖！

有人非常调皮！
要打屁屁了哦。。
你说，你有多少天没有更新你的部落格？
嘻嘻！
其实就只有那么一天。。
但是我不爽！
哼！
我要你每分每秒都更新。。
听见了没？？

还有！你在国外一定要没东西给我哦。。
我要。。。
从头到脚都有一份哦。。
嘻嘻！！

我知道我很贪心。
但是你也知道我是什么人吗。。
对不对？？
嘻嘻！！

今天又没有想念我？
有多想念？
睡觉有没有梦见我？
有看到些会领你想起我的东西吗？
是什么东西？
有没有无时无刻都想象我在你身边？



告诉你吧。。

我今天有很想念你哦！！
是不是很温暖呢？
木啊！！

人的生活就像是做过山车一样
慢慢的起步
一路上有很多波折，困难要你去熬过来
真的不容易！
一路上，你都会有4个好朋友：

1）喜
2）哀
3）悲
4）乐

陪伴在你左右。

整个过程中，只有你自己最明白和了解
没有任何人会比你来的更清楚！

所以，好好地享受整个过程至到最后一秒！
到最后，我们依然可以到达我们要去的目的地！

tired

this few days really tired..
i think i dun get enough sleep
whenever i sit in the car i just want to sleep

this few days keep doing painting and cleaning
whole body sour
wish to have massage

darling dont think bout the incident already la..
nothing already la...
after a nap then should forget it ma..
think bout me and not it
k?

next time, be more careful
remember to check the plastic bag

Just read my piggy's blog.
Feeling so sweet and warm

Piggy i know u surely will give me all the things i want
Even the moon and stars in the sky
Piggy i really love you

Thank you for giving me everything i want
Pamper me
Loving me

I also trying to adapt my life at here
The time without u
No morning call
No chit chating
No dating
No touching
No holding hand
No tickle
No fighting
No hitting

Luckily, we still can talk to each other on skype
Darling i miss u

While chit-chating with darling
I browse my instagram
I saw alot of my friends who went to UK keep posting picture

Seriousl, i feel sad..
At the same time, i am thinking why am i in malaysia??
I wish i can be there too

I am not jealous at them but envy
Why my life and their life can be so much different?

I think today is the day for my darling and i
We chat quite long today
Is good to have chat with darling..
Muack!

Rmb next time can not wake up so early already!
No wake up before 7am..

I was thinking to write diary and not blog
But after a moment, i decide to write blog

So my piggy piggy darling can see and know what had i done

Today i do painting for whole
My hands are paint and reddish

Today i am busy with painting
My darling busy with uni life things

So we got not much time for each other
I did not blame darling o
I felt sorry for not giving time to darling

Piggy, i miss u o...
I wanna see ur face
Take a pic and show me










I am TOUCHING when darling purposely wake up at 3am in UK
Just to chat with me
Really is a so lou!


**ps. No next time!

I just read my smart boy's blog.
Felt so sweet and warm
Dont need to make urself ugly as u already not handsome
XP
Today is the third night i will be hugging bun bun to sleep
Dumb dumb piggy darling rmb to have hot drinks
Double up or maybe even triple up your clothes
Have the grey sweather then put on another sweather
Try to get urself a lamb wool inner shirt
That will really make u warm
Just buy it when u saw it
I want u to keep urself warm
No matter how expensive it was.. k?

I wan a safe, fair and perfectly piggy
Not an ugly, old and frozen piggy
Understand?

I am not blaming u.
Just that i had waited u for whole day.
Worrying u
Missing you

Right now u are safe
U reach the uni
U have a room
U think of how to communicate with ur friends

Did u think of the girl that thousand miles away from u?
Do you know that she felt being left out?
Do u know that she felt u did not care bout her?

She cant feel you caring
Did you left it in malaysia?
Didnt u bring it to uk too?

I am tired of waiting..

Seriously, i am not blaming u
Just that i too care bout you
Too missing u

I cant feel urs toward me
I just cant control myself

night 1

Is just the first night without u, i had cried like this.

The second night will be better or worst?

How bout the other days?

I am super missing you.

My tears keep falling.

My mind is all about you!!

I couldnt sleep.

Did you sleep?

Did you think of me right now?

Did you missing me like how i am missing you right jpw?

Question to ask

Darling, i have plenty questions to ask u..

1. Did you cry?

2. Did you wanna jump off from the plane?

3. Did your heart struggle for me due to too miss me?

4. Did you controlling your tears or just let it roll down?

5. Did you regret for going up the plane?

My darling right now should be lining up going into plan.

Seriously, i couldnt control my tears.

My heart MISS HIM right now

I dont wanna let him leave me

How should i live my months without him?

Right now i need to let myself cool down.

When i back to my room with all the toys that he bought to me.

Then only i will continue my crying baby moments