it's hard~

why did not bother me?
why did not reply my message?
maybe just a simple word can satisfy me already
do u knew it?

i know that i should be more understanding
but its hard to be understanding sometimes
i am just an ordinary girl that like to be sayang from others
like your caring too...
oh... my... goodness....
sometimes i really need you be there for me
i did not means it everytime, every second every moment
but just the time that i really need you

i realise that i have fall for you
when time goes on without my own knowing
i don't remember when did i fall for you
but.....
i just like it
i like that feeling that u had gave me
i like all the thing that u had giving to me
anything and everything that u have done to me

i realise...

i realise that when i lose something i will gain something else
i realise that when i sad i will have something special come
i realise that when i did not think of that things it will come to you
i realise that when i hope so much that it could come after me, it did not come
i also realise that when i was wondering should i message u?
at that moment before i message u...
i realise that my handphone rang
i realise that the screen appear your name....
i also realise that i am smiling
at that moment i will wondering are we knew that we are thinking of each other?
that's why u message me
i realise that our relation has improve
this was good
so i am happy to have you with me
accompany me
although not all the time
but i am satisfy with it
cause i knew that u are busy and i am busy too..
but no matter how i hope there is a time for u to think of me
i realise that no matter how busy am i
i also will think of you
i realise that u are the same too..
owh... so sweet....
i realise that i was enjoying
hope it would not end...

tiredness

yesterday nite i was really very tired
after my meeting then i go for a talk
a business talk that a few part of it was funny
but i still feel tired now
this is because yesterday i do my revision until 2 am
then i can not stand on it anymore
i make my alarm rang at 2.15am but i off it once it rang
then i continue my sleep~
until 6am i wake up and study again until 7am
so tired la...
mid-term make me tired
haha..^^
actually can say so as it was my fault that i did not manage my time properly
haha...
anyway.. i just hope my mid-term will pass
then i got to thanks god ^^

flood in my room

yerterday when i reach home from college
i cant believe my own eyes that my room was wet Wet WEt WET!!!!
it was so horrible, terrible and vegetable!
at that moment i was stunted
"YY SCHOCKED"
it was a big suprise for me ( but this wasn't a good suprise )
at that moment i wanna to call my mum and ask her fetch me back
i dont want to stay at there anymore
for me it was a disaster in my room
luckily my precious notebook is ok no harm on it
but i got to sleep without anything for a night.
this is horrible for me!
sleep without a blanket, a pillow and a bed
life is suck if wan me live like this

well at the same time my friends are inviting me to sleep over their place
just i don't want
this is because i have my own reason
1st, i feel is troublesome you all
2nd, i have 8am class the next day
3rd, i feel paiseh
haha.. anyway thanks friend for offerring me
tonight how my life will be? sleep without a anything again?
oh my goodness!

happy with it^^

honestly, i was happy with it for this few days
i receive something that i never think before i will receive
for me it was a kind of miracle ^^
this is because i was enjoying the process
i am happy that you can accompany
sms with me
find me
chat with me
besides i also dunno that you will say this kind of things to me
do u know that just a single word from you can make me feel so warm and happy
for me everything that you done to me is a kind of happiness
so keep going on
don't let me felt disappointed with you
although i never think bout it
no matter how there is a position for you ^^
i don't know that you will saw what i wrote on here or not
but i knew that i was enjoyng express my feeling over here

well, today is goo birthday!
so i am going to sing a birthday song to her.
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to GOO
happy birthday to you!
at here i want to wish you enjoy your day
wish you will have a meaningful sweet 18
so now grow up already can go out naughty already
haha.. ^^
but i know you won't.
anyway happy always! ^^