we went dating during last thursday nite~

CHEF de PASTRY~

when will be the next date that hewa hewa can meet?

you have significantly become a part of my life..
i dunno when you start entering my life..
i dunno when i start to concern about you..
i really dunno.. what i know is you have enter my life!
i am happy that you have enter and bright me up
you and me have walk through some journey or adventure..
this is good! i hope it never end~


who do the 'you' refer??
it refers to YOU! the person who read my blog
thanks for entering to my life and being a part with me
^^

well, i think the last time i sit together with goo and study in the same class is when we were form 3

today, have to thanks for the talk "yes, i can" let me sit together with goo and have class again

the feeling is a bit weird cause too many people in the hall..

but enjoying!

the miss deborah henry, miss malaysia 2007

i really admire her!

she is so tall and slim

OMG!!! i wanna make her as my idol adi..

a deep chat

tonight, i have a very deep chat with you
this make me know u more and gain extra things
i knew that u are really deeply like me!
what u told me just now.. make me smile..
i am happy with it..
u said that let everything to be 'sun chi zhi ran'
this is what i want too..
but when it reach a limit there is a point where u have to make it clear
honestly, i am touch with your words
protect me..
wont hurt me
as long as i happy u will be happy
all this is what i want
u like me more than i do..
this is what i want too..
u dun care about others but me
just want me to be happy and smile..
i am happy~

well, tonight is a night that full of out of expectation happening
we chat so happily
i even act like i am another person chat with you LOL..
what so funny was........
i am enjoying it!!! the process....

now i even can check out your blog
and your blog content something about me.. *shy*
well, actually i do receive
sometimes i just prefer to be noobie more than a smart fellow
being too smart not a good thing
and u know what???
actually i dunno what i want..
when i reading ur latest update
i just smile... a very natural smile...
maybe is the smile that you want to see...

by the way, i have finished my scriot and treatment!!!
can start another assignment~

well, finally my tv commercial has done!

special thanks top my group mambers

yong hong - talents

chee heng - producer and video editing

euann - camera man and sound editing

sue yoong

and sher ying - talents

of course last but not least!

yoke yen! - director and script writer!!

we are the first group to finish it!!

friendship!

i knew STEFANIE SUN YEN TZE, LOO SHER-RIN, MAH NING SZE AND WONG YEE VERN
when i was form1.. 
i knew GOO KANG YING when i was form 2 
this is the fate that giving from God who brings us together and built up a friendship when we were form 2
we cut papers for class party, we made noise together
this is the years where 6 of us start to stick together~
when we were form 3, we even gone worst.. always sang in the class.. play together, celebrating each other birthdays, syok at pizza hut's toilet..
we even went to KUALA SELANGOR trip... we skip class and went to SUNWAY LAGOON during haze timing.. although we have small fight but we still close together
when we were form 4, we went different class.. STEFANIE went to 4SC1, YEE VERN and GOO went to 4 SC2 while SHER-RIN and NING SZE went to 4A1 and i stay at 4A2
although we were for form 4 and form 5 that 2 years.. we still stick together.. when either one of us birthday, they will be cakes and celebration.. we even home made dessert to share among ourselves. 
GOO made cookies, NING SZE made pan cakes , i made jelly puding..
i miss those memories... I REALLY MISS IT!!!!!!!
ALL THIS MEMORIES WERE NOT IN THE PICTURE BUT IN MY MIND AND DEEP INTO MY HEART WHERE I WOULD NOT FORGET..
THIS IS MY TREASURE....

when we were out from secondary school, we separated to different college..
GOO, VERN and ME remain in the same college.. TARC
while SUN at UCSI
SZE at HELP
SHER RIN at SUNWAY
we still always came out for yumcha to upated each other...
this is what we always do to keep each other close...
another 1 or 2 years some of you might fly to another country..
i dunno will there be a chance that 6 of us gather again..
celebrating each other birthdays... hewa hewa again...
we are just like a family~

i knew that previously, there is a conflict between stefanie and i

sun, u know what??

actually i am scare of losing u..

is not easy to build up a friendship

a 7 years friendship~

last but not least:

GUYS I WANNA SAY

THANK YOU!

I MISS YOU!

I LOVE YOU!

I AM SORRY (if i did anything that hurt u or make u mad)

today just come back from video shooting... haha.. not really tired due to our NO BUDGET commercial... the scene that we need take quite few.. stay at wangsa walk here about 3hours ++
tomorrow got to do it again~ i wanna to be the camera operator which means the camera girl... but.. there are just someone who is more professional than me... so... i have no chance for it..
by the way, i feel so PROUD of myself!!! i was just like the director! i feel that i have an high EQ and IQ
i can change the scene or improve the angle or way quickly.. the feeling being like a director not bad... haha... feel that i am creative now!! =P

GOO!!! I CANT WAIT FOR UR SWIFT!!

I WANT TO SEE U DRIVE TO COLLEGE!!

EVERY THURSDAY WE CAN HANG OUT!!!

HAVING LUNCH OR WHATEVER TOGETHER!!!

better

well, still will feel sad..

have to face it too.. 

everything will be ok.. 

^^

my tears flow down again~

well, i never though of crying because of friend~ i dun even know that my words will let u feel so sad.. i dun even knew that there will be a torn in ur heart now.. and i know although i pull it out there will be a whole and a scar at there...
i dunno what's wrong with us.. but i knew that this issue has made us sad and a distance between each other.. for this moment i dunno what to say... when i saw your blog.. my heart was in pain.. when i finish reading i feel like crying but i try to control.. the words HURT me too...i dun even feel good.. but sad and tears..this issue will haunted me for tonight..
now it seem like i have make the issue become bigger and serious.. i dunno what can i do now.. well, i might not be tolerance.. i din not stand at ur position to look at the issue... but did u?? i dunno...
what i know was it has been a long long time i did not cry like this.. the last time i cry so seriously is in february... now the tears flow down to my cheek again.. i dun mean to tell u that i am hurt i am sad or whatever!.. i just want u to know that both of us was hurt by words... hurt by those indirectly hurting words straight to our heart... both of us just dun feel good..
if i did not put u at the important position i will not cry.. i will not sad because of ur words.. i knew that now u are having ur finals.. u are busy with the study.. i am so sorry for interrupt ur feeling, emotional.. i am SORRY!
when on the journey back to hostel i never been so quiet.. this is the first time and my tears flow again through the journey.. now i cant even stop crying.. those words haunted me..
i did not ask for sympathy or wants u to feel so bad or guilty or whatever!!! u did nothing wrong but ME... is my problem.. i make a wrong step..

现在只能怪我自己不好

当初如果我能忍耐就不会有这个结果

现在一切都变了

只好掉着眼泪来面对

除了对不起我也不知道还能说什么呢

对不起， 

考试要加油哦

thanks!

MAH NING SZE! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!!! 

thanks for the 1 hours++ chat~~

we have the same thinking... haha....

I AM REALLY ENJOYING TO HAVE FUN WITH YOU GUYS!!!

GOO & SZE

dun like!!

i dun like people like you!!!!! suddenly say like this then suddenly say like that!
i really can not stand on YOU anymore!!
u make me feel so annoying and fake!!!!
where is the real YOU ????? where is the comfortable feeling that i have it from u???
u change! i know human will change~
maybe i am the one who change too...
i have to treat you not that important or heavy
i feel that some days we are going to be a strangers on the street

library~

around 1.40pm adi at library here.... i will be at college library until 6pm~
it's freezing here but i like it~~ haha..
then after 6pm still have to go for my meeting until 8pm..
now is going to 2.30pm... i still have another 2 hours and 30 mins
hope i can use this few hours to settle my assignment lo.... this sem i will have 10 assignment!!!
next week start presentation! super fast!! now oni week 2 leh... got to work hard for it!
i can face them happily! strongly!

I SURE CAN DO IT!!!!

by the way just now when i was on the way to college. i was like book the whole bus~
the whole metro bus only me alone lo... haha.. feel so so SHUANG!!! haha..

i should think so much since the situation has come until so far...
i really have to think deeply
what kind of action should i take...
should i follow my heart??

sorry!

i am going to crazy! although i always do la...
GOO!!!! i know u are the best but i am so sorry...
i copy and paste many time to put my chatbox come out but i just couldnt!!!!!
so the last way i can do is change the page lo... then it will come back~~
i need to find u, sensei to help me out again~
when we can meet up la...