finally i heard the sound~~

what the heck!!!! HATE IT!!!!
why every time things also goes like this???
why??? why?? tell me!!!
is ti because their language better?? is it because u like them more???
why i always lower!!!!
I HATE IT!!!!
RUIN MY MOOD
SPOIL MY MOOD!!!!


during the time i wanna study i lost the paper pula!!!
where has u gone???
ah!!!!!!! what an evening~

couldn't do anything but accept the statement

knew that being a good person will not always has the same result

but still help others

things just dun follow what i want~

disappointed ~~> beh shong ~~> angry ~~> cool down ~~> accept (in a sad situation)

just now have a chat with my 10 years ++ friends, Low Pou Leen and Khor Hui Yee
chat with pou leen through facebook
chat with hui yee through msn
feel so happy when pou leen still remember me and missing me
previously i got a kind of feel that i lost this friend already
but now i can 100% guarantee i never lose her..
hehe.. xD


then chit chat with hui yee remind me olast 2 week the moment i rush for assignment~
which almost kill me..
but now hui yee even worst.. 
she cant be sleeping beauty.. rush assignment for all the moment..
then exam...
my dear friend take care a...

...

a day that i never felt good...
i know i should like this but i just cant control and i hate it so so much!
i know now u having hormone unbalance and 'gen nian qi'
u feel suffer and sweating all the time
u will very emotional
i try so hard to control myself when u show faces to me
i know i can not blame u
but i just couldn't take it!
why only show to me??
so unfair!!

i also understand that when i told u wat i thinking will hurt u
but mom i still have to tell you
i super beh song u
and angry you!!
i know u dun wan to hear it but i still have to tell u
i just dun hope that next time u will show to me again

mom i wanna say sorry to you
and i love you
u should know i care bout you
if not i wont even angry you...

  

usually play got no sound but massage only then all kind of sound come out~
ARGH~
pain~

LOL!!! i really couldn't stop laughing!!!
haha!!!

mellow cafe~

have a night drink with my beloved DINO and YEE VERN at mellow cafe, gk~
i order a very 'pink lady' drink where taste like a fever medcine~

 
look nice and cute but taste~~



then my yee vern order hell and heaven which is pink in color also~~
have a look at it~

 

look so tall and taste like clinic smell and cough medicine
one fever one cough~ =.+

my DINO order the most normal and best drink where mamak also have it~
milk tea.. like teh tarik but taste nice!

the best drink!! of the night la~

i wanna write my blog for a long time..
but did not make it...
now finally i can write it lu..
wanna say thanks to my group mates who spend time on the assignment
wanna say good job!
tomorrow will have the last presentation..
so everyone have your full preparation for the culture presentation
make it funny and exciting!

thank you to my beloved YEE VERN 

last thursday having our second dating at the same building same shop and same cinema~

haha... really enjoy and love it!!! THANK YOU!!!!

of course, there is a person who keep help me and support me

that's you! CARROT TAN! thanks for help me out with those restructure sentence

lighten my burden and stress

thanks for everyday breakfast.. ^^

dunno why got a kind of feeling that this sem exam i might get a suck result!
the safe assign make me mad!
really tired of it!
god bless me!! later the culture assignment safe assign will be less than 30%
i dun wan to have those feeling again

proud of MYSELF!!!

make good~

firt time in my life i kena make good test!!!
what the hell!!!!
why suddenly got all this safe assign to avoid plagiarism???!!!
why????
i never though that i need to make a stupid make good test lo!!!!
what the F!!!!!!
i really very hate u it and gek lo!!!




thanks for someone who so unwilling to help me edit it...
first time in ur life edit 3 times ma...
sorry and thank you lo!

a belated surprise

never though that my cousin, CHAN PIT CHIN!!!!
will give me a belated 1 month surprise that she celebrate my birthday!!
a 4 small little cakes with a fire cracker candle~
*no picture was taken*
really special!!
a special sang by her
all kind of remix..
melody~ jazz~ rap~ classic~ slow~ fast~
haha!! LOVE IT!!!!
thank YOU!!!!

DINO POTATO MAH NING SZE!!!!!

THANKS FOR YOUR CALL!!!!

LOVE YOU DIE!!!!!!

i think i never drop any tears in front of my classmates..

and today i accidentally did it

and i hate it!!

a night that while having dinner accompaniment by my tears keep rolling down from my cheeks

a night that i feel i have been defeat

a night that i should surrender

a night that i wanna give up everything

a night that i wanna escape from it

a night that i don't want to face it but i cant..

a night that i feel everything has turn upside down..

a night for me to wash my eyes, flood my eyes and refill the new water storage

it has been a long time i did not cry like this...

WHAT A COINCIDENT!!!

I MET GOO IN THE LIBRARY!!!!

WAKAKA!!!!!

YOU DOWN

I UP

THEN YOU COME UP~

XD

a word of sorry cant cure much thing..
a word of  sorry sometimes may even make the situation turn worst
a word of sorry may make my tears drop
a word of  sorry sometimes means nothing
a word of sorry sometimes means everything
a word of sorry can be forced to say
a word of sorry can be so powerful
a word of sorry can be powerless
a word of sorry will make me feel bad..

i will feel that i did something bad that u need to say sorry











what does sorry stand for???
defined it for me

i don't know what happen..
but i don't like this type of feeling..
it feel like...........
quarrel.. argue..
u don't talk and i don't talk..
then both people just keep quite
it will make me don't know wanna look at you or not..
just that moment i got a kind of feeling like wanna go toilet wash my eyes~
even now while i typing i also will feel so..



luckily liana appears on msn..
cheer me up change my focus...


and of course  MAH NING SZE post also make me feel shocked and
i SMILE!!!

=D

maybe is i too stress and give myself too much pressure so that i will like this..
in the afternoon i did not have a rest.. my eyes did not sleep for a minutes..
it make me feel so tired and suffer...
then my mom start to realized that something wrong with me..
i keep taking a pencil write notes
i long time din like this already..
my mom can sense my stress and my temper
it increasing in a sudden..
is a dangerous warning..
i did not try to control my emotion, my feeling, my expression..
then i know i can not like this anymore so i go outside mop plates..
then i can avoid myself to see those customers..
then i feel like finding someone...
a person who is busy working also..
i did not find this person also scare that i might interrupt him..
so diam diam lo...
then reach home..
drama cure me..
i feel so so relax~ hehe
now wanna start abit of it..
at a midnite moment i am abit hungry~
:p         ^^

full house

back from full house, KL branch

feel happy and enjoying at there

maybe is because we long time did not chat for so so long

today we chat until so so far...

from casino to cameron

from cameron to bkt tinggi

bkt tinggi to genting

genting to redang

redang to phuket

phuket to sabah

sabah to air asia

air asia to matta fair

matta fair to pc fair

skypersky to avira

and many many more..

so so happy!

happy moment always ended so fast..

goo! next time we go again!! sure wait for u ya!!!