to be honest, i think u should understand me very well already..
i mean..
if not very well also should be consider more or less u know who am i
and what is my temper!!!

i am trying to control myself
i dun wanna fight!
i dun wanna quarrel with u
i just wanna be happy

but just dunno why the ending always be different
end up both also unhappy..
haiz...

just now i do have a moment wanna say u
but i am controlling myself not to do so
i dun wanna hurt each other feeling as it is not good for the relationship
i dunno what i doing is good or bad
sometimes i just dislike it..

i dunno what is the problem

i just hate when both of us did not talk..
when i saw ur emo face or i should say serious face
during the moment i am emo too
i just wanna close everything

will it be better??

the answer is i dunno~

我是真的很怕你~~

青蛙先生请你回家去吧。。

我要学会忍耐

我要学会接受

我要学会包容

我要学会改变

我要学会坚强

我不是在逃避或不想面对


我只是觉得不懂要说些什么

我知道我越来越野蛮越来越过分

我会改

我需要时间



突然感到很陌生

只好说自己犯贱
自己拿来的

不能怪人
只好怪自己

wanna post it on ur fb
but dun have the courage to do so

good night

my night

since i finish work from centre..
the sky keep falling droplets to the earth..
wet the ground and give water to the natural environment
especially to the greenish living things which give human being oxygen

since 7pm i am alone in the house..
i feel nothing but enjoying..
until just now...

my night is fill with sadness and droplets from nowhere...
wet the areas
really really speechless...

其实我说晚安是骗你的

你却偏偏相信我是真的累了

难道你不知道我在怎样的情况下是睡不着吗？

真的搞不懂。。

i really dunno u dun understand the meaning behind the content or then content i use was too deep

i really dunno what i am doing is correct or wrong

but what i truly know is i was sad, tears keep falling down

女生真的有那么难明白吗？

女生想要的东西真的很难满足吗？？

是我不明白你吗？

或者是你不明白我呢？

我真的是无言

很怕说多错多

只好安静。从话理离开。

actually i wanna update something related to my BIRTHDAY, my beloved friend
but due to some problem i cant update it now~

falling sick really suffer~~

have a chat with fumi just now..
feel abit release and relax..
having some fun talk

really tired with my life..

at the meanwhile i feel so so sorry to a friend
really SORRY