3rd sem result!

not bad.. quite good.. i have A for my tamadun Islam. and B+ for basic photography which i think it was a good result lo.. i have try my best on them.. i am satisfy with it... hehe... so for this sem is the same too.. i have to make sure that i did not failed any subject.. must try my best on it.. so YY ganbateh on it!!!! no matter how busy or tired u must try your best.. either study or SWC also the same! believe in yourself that you can do it!!

emo-ing

so such of sudden.. i took my handphone and click into my message box. then i went to my draft and saved message.. look back at the sweet message or known as formal meaningful message for me.. it make me emo.. make me think a lot of nonsense. make me felt empty too.. nowadays blog was just my partner where i can express all my feeling to it.. so it was really another world of KONG YOKE YEN! it do help me alot..

honestly all the message that i read just now was about love~

sometimes i do felt lonely

sometimes i do need accompaniment

sometimes i do wish i have a boy boy

but all this was sometimes...

i felt it comes and go.. i do realize it come but i just felt like it wasn't a right timing! he wasn't the person that i want! maybe it was my problem too...

maybe because of him who do give me an attack but this attack also make me see things about love clearly.. at least i know what i want.. who am i.. timing is important too... haha.. i was just glad that i am SINGLE LADY.

the feeling of like do comes and it do leave me.. whenever i don't catch it, it will leave me behind. but the main problem was also that i don't wanna to have it. people do say it must because i get hurt before. +.+"

the main problem was i did not have times for it.. i was busy for:

college life..

assignment... (including exam, study)

friends gathering..

working...

7/24 wasn't enough for me at all.. if have a good one then is ok but if have a bad one then i rather i have nothing.. besides, i don't believe that nobody WANT me! wakaka... too perasan jor... :P

challenge!

in my life.. i never though that i will go shopping alone.. or go somewhere alone..

today i break my own record that going out alone without any accompaniment. it was a challenge for me.. and now i realize that go shopping alone is a kind of fun.. it was nice.. i am enjoying today journey too.. haha... what they said is true "belum try belum tau sudah try tiap tiao hari mau" wakaka... before this i though going out alone is stupid+idiot=pidiot.. but now i knew that this mind set was WRONG!! it wasn't true at all! haha...

now i have to give myself a new challenge that was:

going to further place alone

go for a movie alone

go travelling alone

hope so i can make it. if cant then go with a group will be more fun! for this i can guarantee!! wakaka.... especially with my SAKAIS!! and all my others friends!!!

there must be some gathering for different group of friends..

primary gathering

secondary gathering

national service gathering

kl tour gathering

of course SAKAI gathering which i always do.. every month once..

so life goes on! i have to enjoy myself!!! My LIFE!!

the road not taken

this was a poem that i learnt during form 4 or form 5. it was a poem about choose the road. it was just like our daily life.. everyday we are doing decision on choosing. so on SUNDAY i have to make a decision between family and friend. lastly i choose family. actually i wanna choose my friend cause they are going to FRIM!!! having picnic there.. i wish i was there but i couldn't make it cause i have to back rawang.. the reason why i back rawang is because i have no money already. need to go back ask for salary. then secondly my parents wanna me to go back. then my mama told me that saturday that day many people. she not feeling well and leg pain so i choose to go back rawang.. i was so so jealous my sakais for having picnic and canopy walk. but i believe there will be another time for me to join again..

kl tour~

on saturday 15th of may 2010.. i became a tour guide for KL TOUR. it was a one day trip event! firstly i thought it will be boring cause i the whole journey mainly is going to the national places such as National Palace, National Monument, Old Railway Station and so on.. but.... it was super dumbo NICE!!!

it was a surprise for me! i never though that it will be so FUN and ENJOY! the junior and senior and many of them... considered as all of them were so nice to me and the others tour guides: fish, cherish and ryan.. for me KL TOUR is an AWESOME event for me! this year we did it!! we make it so successful!!!! SSH SWC members well done!!! GOOD JOB!

hungry~

after tired for a long afternoon! now finally is a time for me to rest and eat! i am super duper hungry now... the information that i search really gain my knowledge but dunno the junior will listen or not lo.. i am tired la.. hungry also.. most important is i am boring!!!! put all the time in front of the computer... this was bore... haiz... luckily there aren't any black or white spot on my body this means there aren't any bacteria (fatt mou) on my body! wakaka.... now felt like wanna to eat KFC. haiz.. no accompaniment so the only way was pack it lo... alright have to go eat lo...

sunny day!

today the sun shine so brightly! it must be a wonderful day to go out but unfortunately nobody invite me to out... haiz... cham la... so this sunny day will turn into a boring day to me again.. i also dunno why will i wanna go out non stop.. just dun wanna stay at hostel.. maybe is because i had busy for so many days and night and i have a day to rest so dun wanna waste the time at hostel here.. wanna use the time to entertain myself as a present for myself lo.. but seem like hard la.. say already wanna go out then say can not. say tomorrow means today. then today no sound no sight from u. what the tu... haiz... never change still the same.. it make me felt so no mood lo.. make me double triple sien lo.. but what can i do? i cant do anything also... so just accept the statement lo.. maybe stay at home is a good thing also la... going out sure will spend money again.. now i am terrible poor.. SWC please please please approve the resit let us claim back our money la.. without money at the side felt so uncomfortable lo... i wanna GO OUT!

Sienz...

what's wrong with tonight?? usually i would not like this de lo... i will enjoy every moment but dunno what happen to me right now! i don't wanna stay at hostel at all lo... i wanna go out don't wanna come back hostel so early and facing the wall!!! actually my main point is i wanna go to CLUB la... i wanna go "piggy" club!!!!! i wanna go there have some alcohol drinks and dance, just to relax myself lo... firstly i though u can bring me go but finally it do happen again... cant going..... +.+" damn sien de.. when i knew it... tonight already like this. i think tomorrow even worst for me.. free for whole day.. dunno how to stand for it. fight with the time. please la.. i hope tomorrow i can go out lo...still stay at hostel will make the bacteria and virus grow on me. at that time i will fatt mou lo... haiz.. what a boring night...... T_T

sunway LA GOON

on the 6th of may i just back from kuantan trip. without 24 hours i am out going again... sunway lagoon was nice especially extreme park!!! flying fox, mountain bike. the worker was nice too.. from bangladesh~ "dunno's bah" means thank you.

i hate SCREAM PARK!!!! the stupid human being ghost!! follow behind us ( ning sze and me) keep "WAH" blowing air to us! really wanna give u a BIG BIG SLAP!

i realize no matter where SAKAIS going there will be a lot of fun! boring place also can give us make HIGH!! wakaka...

on that day we break all the rules. eating and drinking in the water~ wearing slipper in the water~ breaking all the rules was fun! wakaka.....

at nite having steamboat! then accident happen on HUI YEE! no more SNOWFLAKES~~ but luckily is her car injured not her.. hu..... then what happen?? lazy to type adi.. hehe...

kuantan~

on 3rd t0 5th may i went to kuantan with E2 classmates. it was really an enjoyable trip! the first day we went for 2 movies : YIPMAN2 and IRONMAN2. besides we also have a bowling. almost a year did not play bowling le... so miss the time we were playing~

although is tiring but i enjoy it so so much. of course the trip make everyone of us become darker. this is because we went to swim on the second day sharp at 2pm in the open area swimming pool. during the swimming time, CHEE HENG act dead fish~ this was funny! while YONG HONG act jelly fish~ we dont care of skin color but just wanna to enjoy the day!

at night we went to clubbing.. first time in my life i went to clubbing~ this was nice! SUE YOONG drunk~ he was just high that he dance around hug around like so friendly to the unknown~~ he was so funny to me cause he will say "我没有醉!" then when we come out from the club. he cant walk straight line at all by the way he keep saying i can walk straight just in 3 steps. haha... on the way back he vomit... YUCK!!! this is yuckie.. at this moment he really made me a little bit mad at him~ he drunk until sleep at the drain side. this was terrible..

the 3rd day we went to bukit gambang resort city to play water which this place we should go on the 2nd day but unfortunately it close on that day~ the wave was terrible nice!! the superman also excited to play!

hope there will be another class trip again for the coming semester break~~~