说真的，本人是有不开心
但是不能怎样
应为是自己的错
所以只好静静的听和反省
真的不知道要如何是好。。

things turn to be more tough and harder for me..
i do thing of to become stronger and stronger
the moment i wanna be stronger i feel i am just weaker
things dun goes well and smooth as i though
now i am standing at the cross road
dunno which way to go and turn
there is no turning back for me but moving forward
really feel tired with my life
suddenly feel that how good will it be if i can make myself disappear
dun wanna think of anything now...
really tired....

at the same time dunno why burberry pop out from my mind~
hmm... i think i am over tired..
alright i should sleep...
good nite!

hmm.. CR has new arrival...
the pinkie purple bag looks so nice...
really dun understand why i will like CR and crazy about it..
haiz.....
by the way, i should just crazy it enough
haha...

my aunt asking me why dun i chase the brand like gucci, LV and coach
this question do really let me think about it deeply..
even myself also asking why wouldn't i like them, huh?

but my heart just rejecting them...
haha...
instead of those i prefer kipling...
i think maybe is because of the orang utan or monkey or ape..
wat so ever la.. just an mammals...
haha...

tonight seems to me more relaxing nite for me...
at least i still can write something here..

my feeling on 2012 CNY

it just a staring of the year of 2012
but i have a strange feeling on it..
i dun feel like wanna to get through this CNY

i am more to skip the CNY
wish that when i open my eyes the day is on CHAP GOH MEI
the last day of CNY!
this will be good~~
keke

then my birthday will coming..
then i am flying to hong kong
kaka

thinking alot of thing
update next time..
have my dinner first~

really need to calculate and planning my finance..
neeed to save money~~~

how good if everything just like the song
'just forget about the price tag'

going to hong kong need to spend..
after back from there need to save an amount for another trip!
trip to REDANG Island with my beloved sista sakai~~
keke...

need to do a planning first...

hmm.. thinking to buy myself a new phone for my 21st birthday..
but seem like my dream will not come true...
SAMSUNG GALAXY SII
cant make it true by this year...

really need to plan about my finance adi...
money not enough~
haiz....
during the poor time only i feel that there is too much thing i need to to concern and think of...
and spend too....

now just wish that my hong kong trip will be nice and enjoying..

suddenly heard a bad news from my cousin during the climax time..
even though she is not my grandma but i still do feel sad about
of course i do cry also...
hope she on the other world will be happy

thanks for being so tolerate to me..

i know myself very well..

i had a superb bad temper but u can stand on me

whenever things goes wrong

is not ur fault

u will be the person who step backward and say sorry

sometimes i will think of i never think of ur feeling

do what i like

i am sorry for the childishness i had..

i need to learn to tolerate u too..

i admit today i do wei qu myself for today incident..

but it adi pass

so forget it la...

i still love u.. dun worry.. i never think of the plan..