i think i never drop any tears in front of my classmates..

and today i accidentally did it

and i hate it!!

a night that while having dinner accompaniment by my tears keep rolling down from my cheeks

a night that i feel i have been defeat

a night that i should surrender

a night that i wanna give up everything

a night that i wanna escape from it

a night that i don't want to face it but i cant..

a night that i feel everything has turn upside down..

a night for me to wash my eyes, flood my eyes and refill the new water storage

it has been a long time i did not cry like this...