maybe is i too stress and give myself too much pressure so that i will like this..
in the afternoon i did not have a rest.. my eyes did not sleep for a minutes..
it make me feel so tired and suffer...
then my mom start to realized that something wrong with me..
i keep taking a pencil write notes
i long time din like this already..
my mom can sense my stress and my temper
it increasing in a sudden..
is a dangerous warning..
i did not try to control my emotion, my feeling, my expression..
then i know i can not like this anymore so i go outside mop plates..
then i can avoid myself to see those customers..
then i feel like finding someone...
a person who is busy working also..
i did not find this person also scare that i might interrupt him..
so diam diam lo...
then reach home..
drama cure me..
i feel so so relax~ hehe
now wanna start abit of it..
at a midnite moment i am abit hungry~
:p         ^^