Why should i torturing my mentally?
I only left not more than 4 hours sleeping time
I wish i could just faint down and send to ward

No one understand my situation
Even i told u, u will never get it too

I feel like wanna torture myself again
Missing a person will change a person
Should i stop thinking?

Then the happy will back to me..

I thought at night will be the best time for me to take off smiley mask..
Whose know i lt was the worst
Put a mask for a whole day long is suffering
Covering the sadness

Starting tml, i should learn not to take it off no matter what...