a word of disappointed

i never though that a simple word

D-I-S-S-A-P-O-I-N-T-E-D

would make me feel super sad and emotional

this word is just like a needle that sting directly into my heart and brain

the word just cant get out from my audio

and my vision all is the expression of the auntie disappointing face

i feel just so useless for that moment

i prefer the auntie scold or show faces to me rather than giving me the disappointing face

oh my goodness....

so ......................

dunno how to describe it...

:(