jealousy~

feel jealous to someone
dun understand why can this person can enter that field
by the way why i cant?
i dun feel that this person got that good
haiz... maybe is my problem again~~~
need to change my perception
from jealousy turn into proud to this person
feel glad to this person..
need time again~~~

by the way sometime i do think that i am better than this person lo..
why cant i just be this person???
different ppl got different faith and life lo..
but my life is good also! ^^