jealousy~

feel jealous to someone
dun understand why can this person can enter that field
by the way why i cant?
i dun feel that this person got that good
haiz... maybe is my problem again~~~
need to change my perception
from jealousy turn into proud to this person
feel glad to this person..
need time again~~~

by the way sometime i do think that i am better than this person lo..
why cant i just be this person???
different ppl got different faith and life lo..
but my life is good also! ^^

:'(

Heartache!!!! Sad!!! Cry!!!!

Out of sudden~

Suddenly I am missing my friend~
my hewA hewa~
feel like a century did not meet them~
before sem break my Dino, Goo and Sun
Busy until no time to meet me
Now I Sem break you guys free and I busy..
Luckily that moment I still have my driver yee vern
Always accompany me date me for dinner~

I miss pumpkin porridge!!!
When are we going to eat ????
I also miss the fish porridge~

With u guys always eat and play~
all the time we spend together got no boring but happy!!!
^^ hehe.. Cant wait till 12th may la..
Our first trip at outside~
far away from home~

How terrible am I.....

Hmm... Well, 69 movies waiting for me...
Wakaka!!!!
U know what ???
Yesterday I watch the hong kong golden award..
I realize there are some more movie I wanna watch...
Hehe....
U know what am I thinking now?
Keke.. I think you can guess rite?
I will list some more movie for you to download~

1) Xian ren
2) zhen ren
3) da lei tai

Erm... Some more let me think think la...
Then will let u know..
Tat time I think 50 GB ++
Keke....

Hmm..

Suddenly wanna say sorry to someone that I am missing...
I know the moment when u want me I am not there..
This is bad and make u feel terrible..
I know u will always understand that I working so might busy and could not keep on SMS
But now I still feel bad for it..
Another three weeks to go..
Please be tough,ok?
Time will pass by very fast..

ipod

Wow! First time Using iPod online and write blog...
Feels not bad.. Like it!!
Now I can bring iPod go to thailand and update everything I like at anywhere but of course have to make sure that place got wi-fi la..
Then someone can check my blog everyday and know what am I doing for the day..


Feel like wanna have an iPod for myself..
I want to own An ipod!

the funny process of helping my mom~

in the afternoon, back from work though can rest~
BUT my beloved mommy ask me to help her cook for lunch..
then i was like ok... 
cause she need to do something so want me to help her out for awhile..
she ask me cut the 'jit gua' a kind of vege la..
then i cant search it... and dunno why i go take a winter melon 'dong gua'
which has been cut and left 1/4 in the fridge
at that moment i feel strange..
in my mind jit gua is not like this de wor...
but i still take it out and cut!
while cutting i still thinking why jit gua skin so hard??
i remember soft soft de wor...
i cut abit then i stop i dun wan cut adi..
i sense that something wrong
when my mom come back and she "AIYO!!!"
i start laughing and i knew something wrong~
my mom said that is DONG GUA!!!
i laugh and laugh only~
then i told my mom dun have jit gua! i search two fridge adi..


at that moment she tough that she having 'lao ren chi dai zen'
she remember have it..
i keep saying NO
then lastly the snoopy jit gua found it with cucumber!!
both of them look alike
haha!!!
both of us laugh and laugh and laugh only!!




continue by, she ask me to cut the jit gua
i was wondering how should i cut it?
i go cut into half
then i know wrong adi!!!
i quickly go to place the fish on the plate
when my mom saw the jit gua she "AIYO!" again
i laugh again..
then she say still can de... but make the process slow lo..
haha...

a laughing process of cooking~

a moment that feel like crying when need to go away..
feel like going to separate...
hmm.... sad la...
1 month again~!



at night feel happy cause eating eating eating and eating
drinking drinking drinking
eating eating eating


then now feel like wanted to help out in the production event created by caston
unfortunately, i need to go bangkok soon
i need money to go there
need to earn money
cant help out
could only help out during shooting~
haiz....

a day that, i have dine many things~

helping u to wash hair la... 

heard the sound again la..

having breakfast and lunch together

mostly... i almost spend whole day be a real PIG!!!

i sleep whole day...

mostly also after eat then sleep

wake up, then eat then sleep again...

haha....

all this also today super duper hot weather lo..

make me sleepy only~

then also very tired~

hehe....

a sudden though

preparing my mood to study framework~
then suddenly got a though about my parents
it make me wanna share it out


every child in their parents' eyes they will never grow up
when we are young, we learn to walk our parents just like the balloons on our left and right
make us floating, so that we wont fall down and get pain

when we tend to grow up we change

we yell at them angry them sometimes even feel that they are annoying

but do we really stand at there position and think from their views as parents?

yes or no? (mos people 'NO')

until the moment your parents gonna cut of the balloons' strings only will realised

that moment is too late and you will regret

never do something that you will regret!

they are the one who born us

without them without you and me~

who will we be?

they spend time, care and love on us since the moment we were in our mom's stomach

when we grow up, we should take the chance to take care them

is our turn to love them and spend time to them

we are not paying back or return what they had done to us

we can never return what they had did to us

we can never understand their pain and happiness

what they need and hope is

to see their children build their own family and lives happily

they need our precious time too

cause they knew one day they will like the balloons off from string and fly up in the air

spend time with them enjoy the moment with them

this is our responsible and the way we show our loving to our parents

not sending them to old folks home!

when we can take care ourselves

we have the ability to earn money

we should cut off the string of balloons..

not letting it to fly up

but tied it in the home where they should enjoy the lives

let us take care of them let them enjoy and do what they want

this is my though

at this moment, i am missing you

my daddy, Mr.Kong and my mommy, Miss Tan

feel like wanna go home..

thanks for brought me to this world

being your daughter is a kind of happiness! love you!!

pumpkin porridge~

well,  have my dinner at queen's park, cheras~
full dao!!!
my dear yee vern full already then keep take all the food put on my plate and bowl
until it full and the porridge pot empty only she stop taking~
then i have to finish up everything~
really very full~~
the pumpkin porridge add with soy sauce and pepper taste like half boil egg!!
LOVE IT!!!
very delicious and full~

dino i know u wanted to eat so much!!
haha... ok la.. as i said i wont post any pictures
wait until we go eat again then oni take pic la...
 but!!
i think there is one thing u might need to know~
the shop name~ hehe...

LIN YUAN STEAMBOAT KITCHEN inside queen's park~
go google search for the map la.. haha..
or key in ur GPS la...

nando's

first time having nando's chicken with my shreethi!
i miss the moment we having fun at ns~
we laugh we cry we hug we play we explore we learn
we eat together wash clothes together
we clean up together we do everything together!!
i still remember every single moment we together!!
after 2 years from ns today we have our lunch and crazy again~
when will it be our next date?
after years u back from india??
i wish u were safe for the journey to india
and everything went smooth in ur study and life in india
i will be missing!
just like the song from puff daddy~