what a boring day~~

in this 19 years~ i think today is the most BORING day in my life...
i think not day but afternoon~~ i feel so empty that i dunno what to do!!!!!
for this moment i feel that life is meaningless~~ 
then i remember a song killing me softly~~ 
then i wanna someone to kill me~
but make sure after you kill me i can alive again for the next moment!
why am i so cham~~~
non of the people can accompany me...
tomorrow i got to work adi.... my holidays.... T__T
i am not satisfy with IT!!!!
i though of today can go out release stress play awhile...
who know.. now end up i got to go back home even earlier!!
tonight got to start working!
what the F~~~~
i am seriously emo now!!! just for this moment!!!!
after i post it on blog i will be okay.. :(