emo-ing

so such of sudden.. i took my handphone and click into my message box. then i went to my draft and saved message.. look back at the sweet message or known as formal meaningful message for me.. it make me emo.. make me think a lot of nonsense. make me felt empty too.. nowadays blog was just my partner where i can express all my feeling to it.. so it was really another world of KONG YOKE YEN! it do help me alot..

honestly all the message that i read just now was about love~

sometimes i do felt lonely

sometimes i do need accompaniment

sometimes i do wish i have a boy boy

but all this was sometimes...

i felt it comes and go.. i do realize it come but i just felt like it wasn't a right timing! he wasn't the person that i want! maybe it was my problem too...

maybe because of him who do give me an attack but this attack also make me see things about love clearly.. at least i know what i want.. who am i.. timing is important too... haha.. i was just glad that i am SINGLE LADY.

the feeling of like do comes and it do leave me.. whenever i don't catch it, it will leave me behind. but the main problem was also that i don't wanna to have it. people do say it must because i get hurt before. +.+"

the main problem was i did not have times for it.. i was busy for:

college life..

assignment... (including exam, study)

friends gathering..

working...

7/24 wasn't enough for me at all.. if have a good one then is ok but if have a bad one then i rather i have nothing.. besides, i don't believe that nobody WANT me! wakaka... too perasan jor... :P