should i?

should i give up you? do you know that i am very tired to wait you? i am fed up with it! you know what was in my mind. why don't you just say it out? now i have the desire to give up you. don't make me do something that i don't know whether i will regret it in the future or not, can? i think i will. i don't know you will or not.. a lot of my friend ask me to give up you... but i always quarrel with them not to give up you.. but it seem that i am tired to stand on it already. stand alone is a very very tiring thing... do you know? besides that, i don't know do you know that i was standing alone? i am really very tired already!!! sob sob T_T

you don't understand my feeling.. my soul... do you? i think you don't lo... now i was wondering me and you come from different world is it? i shouldn't fall for you right? i shouldn't know you right? will i be happier if starting from the first i never meet you? will i? why do you appear in front of me? you shouldn't enter my life and ruin my life! why am i so stupid waiting for you? i don't want to drop tears because of you for the third time...will this the last time i shed my tears for you? will this?

i really fall for you.. its hard for me to pull myself out from you.. i really need time.. i also will always go to your profile updated myself more about you.. but actually i realize i shouldn't do this.. i have to change.. i won't cry for you for the third time. i don't want to waste my precious tears for you anymore! i got to make up my mind now! you are nothing but a normal, an ordinary man like others... lets just be friend!