I'm so brave~

I never think before that I have the courage to say out my hidden sound to someone. That day, I finally say it out to a person.
This is my first time to say out my hidden sound to a person.
And you are the first person who makes me say it to you.
All this is because I want to know the answer that I wait for a long time. Now finally I have said it out. I felt so comfortable now. I’m relaxing.
It’s just like a big stone that put on top of my heart had moved away. Finally I knew the answer.
All this has to thanks to my brother who gives me advice and opinion. Because of your word I have the courage and understand that I should say it out if I want to know the answer.
Now I knew it and me quite happy with it.
Although the answer is not match with my expectation, but it’s ok for me and it was a good try for me.
I hope you won’t change the way u message me.
Because I really enjoying and like it. I already get use to it that my life with you. So you don’t suddenly disappear from me.
If not I will feel hard cause my life without you is lonely.
I respect you. Hope you will too. ^^