oldtown

now at oldtown online with a group of friend!
7 of us!
vins, carmen, fumi, kelvin, ling fong, rachel, and me.
long time didn't come out yumcha with a group of huge fren!
haha.... very nice la...
all of us have bring laptop
and old town only has 3 plug only.
now we use extention also useless
cause some of frens din bring battery come
this coz we have to take turn to charge
now my laptop also in a undeer survive condition only.
i knew that my will die any minute
so i got to type fast before my laptop die!
but i think that's all i want to say.
nothing to say about also

assignment! report!

assignment and report are killing me!
have to think about the assignments!
then report then homework.
one day 24 hours are not enough for me to spend!
OH MY GOODNESS!
i got to think bout the way to manage my time
i have to use my time wisely if not gone~
got to GANBATEH!
i know that no one can help me except myself only.

dream~

today in the morning i feel like dont want to wake up!
from 7am my alarm rang until 7.20am i only off it
haha.. all this is because of the dream!
i never have this kind of dream!
this is the first time i had a dream of him
i hope this is not the last time too..
why will i dream of him?
it is because i too miss him or think of him?
haha.. i also dont know
but i knew that this is a nice sweet dream
cause when i woke up i was smiling ^^
haha... i dont really remember the dream
but i just remember that he hold my hand in somewhere
and i sat in his car!
that's all i remember..... ^^

marriage!

yesterday my foster call me in the afternoon
almost a year i didn't heard his voice!
for me there must be a miracle happen if he call me
haha...
yesterday, he told me that he is going to marry on this saturday!
i am so happy to hear that!
i wanna to wish him happy marriage
happy forever!
what make me sad is i cant attend to his wedding party~
what a waste!
i hope to see him!
its almost 2 years that i didnt saw him!
now he send a good news to me. really suprise! ^^

headache

assignment! report!
making me headache only
suffering also
don't know what to do
but thanks god for blessing
finally i have choose a topic
hope i have the enough information for this presentation
haha...
i think i can do it!
ganbateh!!

life~

life is full of though
we have to face it everyday
everyday we are making a decision
why do human being have to think so much of things?
this is one of the reason why human is smarter than animal

so we got to use our brain in a correct way
never ever did something that u might feel regret
because the regret will follow u until the day u take your last breath
so think before you do
think before you do
a simply word might bring happiness to you
in the same time it's also bring harm to you
so everything got to use our brain to think bout it!
always remember life goes on!

stupid man!

Why do you guys like this?
Always make people feel sad. If you have girlfriend then you shouldn’t play it anymore.
Do you know that you are hurting her?
What did my cousin did?
Why do you want to play her like this?
Do you know that now she felt so embarrass to face you.
Whenever you come, she will go hide herself at nowhere.
All is your fault. If anything happen on her.
You got to beware because I won’t let you feel good!
Stupid man!
In this world don’t have any good man?
Is all the good man just like dinosaur?
Most of them already gone~

I'm so brave~

I never think before that I have the courage to say out my hidden sound to someone. That day, I finally say it out to a person.
This is my first time to say out my hidden sound to a person.
And you are the first person who makes me say it to you.
All this is because I want to know the answer that I wait for a long time. Now finally I have said it out. I felt so comfortable now. I’m relaxing.
It’s just like a big stone that put on top of my heart had moved away. Finally I knew the answer.
All this has to thanks to my brother who gives me advice and opinion. Because of your word I have the courage and understand that I should say it out if I want to know the answer.
Now I knew it and me quite happy with it.
Although the answer is not match with my expectation, but it’s ok for me and it was a good try for me.
I hope you won’t change the way u message me.
Because I really enjoying and like it. I already get use to it that my life with you. So you don’t suddenly disappear from me.
If not I will feel hard cause my life without you is lonely.
I respect you. Hope you will too. ^^

^^

don't know what to say

but today i really enjoying myself

i not dare to put so much feeling on it

just let what it wanna be

that's all i can do

cause i know that something i cant control it

just like my feeling my soul to fall to someone

all this i cant control it not to happen

so i just treat it by using my normal feeling

look it with normal happening

then i will feel better

and happy

just like today. ^^

if everyday also like this then good lo....

hope everyday is a good and enjoying day~

like today~

but i knew that it's quite impossible

although in this world nothing is impossible ^^

forget it

i think i should forget this person
why do you always give me hope then make me disapointed again?
do u know that i'll be very suffer and sad
i'm just an ordinary human being with blood and soul
i also will bleeding love and blood too ( this is for sure )
haha....

please just say out what you want to say to me
if no then just say no
if yes then just say yes
don't let me stay between yes and no
i just want to maintain in this position anymore
please do let me know
i really hope to know what was in ur mind~
cant u just say it out?

oh my goodness...
sometimes u are just kind enough for me
treat me best enough
make me feel so happiness
make me fall for u
but....
sometimes you are just terible enough
make me suffer
make me think of u
make me worry of u
what do u want from me?
i thought we have chance but...
all this is i think myself

so...
the conclusion will be
just forget it la....
i not dare to think so much
i believe everything is fate
is yours then it must be your's

so just let it be what it wanna to be
let god help me to handle
now i maybe just can focus on my study
hope i really can forget it~
but i know i cant do it