stress+sad

i feel that now i'm the hope of my family
especially to my dad.
now only i know that my ddad was so sad
so disapointed to my family
sespecially to my brother.
i really have to be a good girl
a daughter that will not let him worry but a daughter
that he can feel proud of
i was wondering in my family all the boys will makemy parents feel sad izit?
omly girls can make them proud?
i hope my family members is outstanding that the others
after hear my dad sound heart
i feel like wanted to cry
i feel stress. i can not lose
i must be the outstanding than others people
god please bless me
i don't want to burden my parents
i want to be perfect
i want thme to proud
my dear brothers please don't let our parents feel sad and worry
you all are no more kid ok!
please be an adult~~
please i beg u~~~
T_T