so nice~~

so long long long time didn't chat with ns friends already
tonight finally can have a good chat with them
nelson i thought u already forget me or block me
but who know u still remember me.
haha... 7-up
chat for a long time.
hehe...

suddenly i became the princess of perasan
and kenny became the prince of perasan
both of us jus perasan
but is nice.
haha...^^
must find one day ask them to come out
if not later cant regconise them already.
guys! got time then come out yumcha~

we need to meet already.

hope to see u all soon~^^

sad+happy+worry

my dear brother
don't make me feel worry ok?
no matter what happen i will be there for u....
u can always find me
tell me all ur problem
don't keep it in heart
no matter what i will help u
u r not alone
i'm glad that u told me ur problem
ur sound heart
after u told me
u make me worry bout u
u make me wanna cry
now i realise u grow up already
u must fight with urself
u must win the war
don't let it overcome u
i will accompany u
all the way~~~
now i realise i care bout u
my dear brother
last time i don't like to bother bout u
but now i realise
u r my only little brother
if i don't care u
i don't know who should i care anymore
u r important in the family
everyone of us love u
care u..
u don't think so much
and never try to do something to hurt urself
my beloved brother~~~

stress+sad

i feel that now i'm the hope of my family
especially to my dad.
now only i know that my ddad was so sad
so disapointed to my family
sespecially to my brother.
i really have to be a good girl
a daughter that will not let him worry but a daughter
that he can feel proud of
i was wondering in my family all the boys will makemy parents feel sad izit?
omly girls can make them proud?
i hope my family members is outstanding that the others
after hear my dad sound heart
i feel like wanted to cry
i feel stress. i can not lose
i must be the outstanding than others people
god please bless me
i don't want to burden my parents
i want to be perfect
i want thme to proud
my dear brothers please don't let our parents feel sad and worry
you all are no more kid ok!
please be an adult~~
please i beg u~~~
T_T

everything is out of my expectation

i thought u will fetch me out to somewhere to shopping
cause i already long time didn't do window shopping with u already
if i know it earlier that you will just fetch me back to condominium
i will just go back to library join chee huat, joe and kelvin
to discuss bout the assignment
i still wanna to ask u for transformer movie or go neway sing karaoke
but who knows~~~
everything is out of my expectation
haiz..
i thought tomorrow early in the morning go line up at the collehe hall there to verify my document for ptptn
but who knows u bring less a document
then din go out anywhere
haiz....
really out~~
what can i do now?
nothing else i can do excpet sleeping
jie i hope u are ok
dun think so much
everything will be fine

stafanie, ning sze, birthday girl ( yee vern ) & me

a very good side view

stefanie was caught

the main character~~

happy birthday to u~

Happy birthday to u~ yee vern!

who is she?
she is miss WONG YEE VERN!

my true friend. she know every lithtle single thing about me. she know all my secret~

today 18th of june is her birthday~

we celebrate with her in kepong at HLK steamboat shop.we sat at there from 7pm-10pm. haha.... today she loook very HAPPY!!

feel so glad that she happy and enjoying herself. finally she let's us took her picture freely. usually she wont let us took at all. haha.. today she is different. we bougth a cake from delica cake pastry.it's chocalote cake with fruit topping. today we talk alot. we are so enjoying. hope every month we also will have a gang gathering. it's so relaxing~ i ate alot for the dinner. i ate an unbalanced food cause tonite i didn't eat any vegetable. haha..i jus ate some mushroom and taufu.

i ate alot of beef and lamb. seafood also. tonite really enjoying~ huhu...
unfortunately.....

goo and sher rin not here

if not everything will be very interesting.

we will be more crazy!^^

but tonite four of us also very siao adi..^^

so long din crazy like tonite with my gang le...

stefanie say i change.

she say i become very good in critic people

before this i adi very good but tonite i become more profesional

haha.....^^

i think maybe is because i learn some from my collge friends~

tonight is an unforgetable memories~^^

everyone of us in enjoying.

when all of us sit together we become a kids

dun care bout our imej

just be ourselves

that's us!

i break my record!

i means that i break the time that i come back home at nite
last time is almost 12am
but tonight is at 4am!!
i thought i wanna do the proposal for information technology
but who know......
i went out yumcha with my coursemates
they are:-
~> FUMI
~> CHEE HUAT
~> CARMEN
~> KELVIN
~> ANDY

then later on we went to 7 evelen buy beers~~
fumi have to drive so can not drink
i buy him a red bull
so he will feel fresh
they other four of us drink beer
all of them drink carlsberg except me
i drink tiger
hehe....
then we went to andy house in taman bunga raya
we sat at the road side chat
so imposible we can chat for so long
it was tiring but enjoying too....
a new experience
huhu~~^^

guilty

tonight i felt guilty cause i cant help my mom, my sis and my aunt working. i knew that tonight got many people reserved table. i knew that tonight sure will be many many many people.
but i cant do anything to help them!
i got to come back to setapak here for my tomorrow class at 8.30am.
if got people willing to fetch me come back at night.
i dont mind to work.
but the main point is no peole cant fetch.
if got also is my dad!
i feel damn pity to my dad. he sure will be very tired!
i dont wanna him over tired.
my dad not young anymore. he adi 50+ years old.
another 2 years he can say as a retired man~
i got to work hard so that i wont burden my parents.
i wanna them to enjoy their life.
today dont know tomorrow things
so i hope they can enjoy themselves for every second!
yesterday is a history
today is a memory
tomorrow is a mystery.
dad and mum i just wanna say I LOVE YOU
without you without me~~
thanks for taking care of me for 18 years

so shocked!

today around 2pm we went to Jusco ( JJ )
firstly we decide to eat mcdonald but i wanna to eat KFC!
joe also..
so finally we eat KFC!
well, after eat me and joe felt that our stomach very hot
cause both of us ate spicy chicken.
then we chat bout a topic about cigarattes, smoking
i knew that i hit kelvin arm for many times because of his action!
now felt abit pity to him
then we wanna go back cause eliza got class at 3pm
while we wanted to go back
chee huat said want to go played drum
made me wanna play also
then we change token and joe play basketball
today the way he play basketball he looked very down
me and chee huat wondering what happened to him?
besides that, eliza sick
then while me and chee huat played drum
we let joe play a side and another side we keep on changing people to played. firstly is chee huat then me then kelvin then fumi just keep on changing until the game end.
fumi play a fool with me and eliza!
i really thought he got ..
who know he just borrow from joe to play a fool with me and eliza!
oh my goodness! i really believe it!
wow! so interesting! for today event~
feel so happy to have a group of friends like them in college life!
thanks god for blessing me!^^

tired!

today after class at 3.30pm
i went home and cook something to eat
at 6.30pm i have to meet chee huat at sri pelangi
we sat tar bus together
that bus only have 2 passengers they are me and chee huat
hehe....^^
then we wait for kar mun and go to an event
at kompleks maluri, cheras.
at there my course rep, Fumi-kun!
he feel so lame. he wanted to go home
he wanted to go connought pasar malam
he have to wait for samantha and rachel.
he have to fetch them back
i feel so pity to him.
hope he's ok
then when i reach home already 11.40pm
first time so late back home
feeling hungry now...
wanna eat KFC
i think tomorrow i got to go KFC.
think of it my saliva will come out.
haha^^
tomorrow in the morning have english language test!
omg!!
god bless me let me know how to do it.
give me power and strenght to write the journal

count down for 8 days

haha.... still got 8 days is yee vern birthday
i think she got influence from me
she will tell me that her birthday is coming
last time she wont like this
haha.....
i think this is good!

unbelievable

haha...........
so so so so UNBELIVABLE!!
someone thaught that me and either HH or EE couple!
sweat!! =.="
please la...
HH got girlfriend already
me n EE just good friend
haiz.....
closer with some guy friends then couple
omg!
then i will be very busy~~~
haha.....
i cant control their mouth
i dun mind watever they say
as long as not something that is too over
den i will be ok^^

assignment

omg! assignment!!
heachache!!!
5 assignment to rush! haiz...
non of them i have done it
not even half of it
sweat! =_="
oh.. oh.. i in trouble~~~
got to gambateh!
30th june on stefanie birthday
is my mid term exam!
FAT lo....
how to celebrate?
haiz.....
TROUBLE!!!!

my worst day in my life of sitting bus

well, i will not forget that day!
it was on 5th june 2009 friday
first time in my life i sat bus until i wanna cried!
i never had this type of feeling!
it made me so so so SUFFER!!!!!!!!
i took 3 hours to reach home!
usually if sit car i just need 1 hour to reach home!
i feel so scare!
i scared something bad will comes to me
i told my mum if next time want me to back rawang
better find someone to fetch me
from rawang ktm station to bukit beruntung!
if not i will find a part time job in setapak here
besides, sitting public transport is tiring!
my whole body will feel tired no energy.
on d way back i cant sleep too....
damn tired+suffer

a brand new day

today i had class at 8.00am-9.30am
then break for 6 hours until 3.30pm
then from 3.30pm-5pm
in that 6 hours we went to jaya jusco ( JJ )
that we stand for Joe, Chee Huat and me ^^
we went there for breakfast
we ate Mcdonald
then we shopping and when to the fun park play
me and chee huat play drum until very excited!
Joe very good in basketball!
approxiamtely every second he shoot a ball in!!!
he is my IDOL~~~~
wakaka..... ^^
we went there until 1pm+ den back to college
then me and chee huat went to library!
we book discussion room again!
like last time we use less than 30 minutes for assignment discussion
another all use for gossiping and chit-chatenjoying!!^^
now joe start to active play a fool wif us!
now is the beginning of college life!
so please enjoy urself my friend!!!

klcc!

klcc!

omg!
today very tired but quite enjoying
cause long time din go out with a group of ppl
the feeling is very nice
we went klcc for a movie
we watch monster vs aliens
haha.....
so funny!
'i think o-jelly give me the wrong number'
wakaka....

BOB! u r so cute!

so funny!

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the between something happen
when we reach wangsa maju lrt station
andy realise that his wallet lost already
his ic, school id and rm500 GONE!!!!!!!!!
omg!
he brought so much money out!
so dangerous!
he went back to klcc cinema there to search
hope he can find it back!
god bless him.
feeling tired but....
having fun with chee huat, eliza, fumi, carmen, wai kit and andy
haha..........

confuse

i duno that i should angry u or forgive u
sometimes when i wanna give up myself from thinking of u
when i can do it
u will suddenly pop out
make me so happy!^^
actually i got abit waiting for that few words
i hope it will come out from ur mouth
i wish i could hear it from u
u are the fellow who make me feel frusfrated
u are the fellow who make me feel happiness and safety
u are the fellow who so means to me!

suddenly

suddenly missing u^^
suddenly thinking of u^^
wondering what are u doing right now^^
hehe....

suddenly got 2 group assingment waiting for me to done
got to do presentation
dun really understand how to do the assignment bout mass com.
another assignment i have to think bout it!
i need idea from kid between the age of 6-12 to help me
i need their precious comment
cause i m doing game show assigment
i hope my group can do it
can gain high score in the presentation
and joe dun always so quiet we need ur idea too
teamwork is the key for the success for the group assignment^^
that's what i think bout it
haha.....

thaught today will be the third time
but.........
nothing ever happen
so forget bout it la.....
finally i stay at hostel alone in the room
friends asking me to go out makan
i reject them cause feeling lazy
besides, i wanna save money
and the hostel fridge still have food waiting for me
haha.....
first time cook in hostel so successful!
yummy!

first time late back home

tonite is my first time i so so so late back home
i means my hostel, genting court
10pm oni i reach home
besides, i m alone with my staff
actually on the way back to hostel i quite scare
cause the stupid metrobus din stop me at the bus stop that opposite kfc bus stop. it stop near the maybank junction!!!!
HENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have to walk!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
while i walking i feel damn scary!
i duno got people will snatch my bag or kacau me or not
it happens once in my time already
i dun hope it happen again
later my mum call me
i told her everything i get scolded from her!
=.="
i know she love me that's why she scolding me
anyway i have a new experience!
thanks god for blessing me safely reach home!
terminator salvation very nice!!!!