i dun understand!

i really don't understand u!
i don't know what was in your mind!
i wrote until so obviously u also don't know?
or u pretend don't know?
pls do tell me
i dun like the feeling of empty
u should know what was in my mind!
u should know what i thinking now
i think u should saw what i wrote in my display message
but!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why i wasting my time for ur respond
for ur answer
i hate to wait like that!
it make me feel annoying!
cant u be more active?
find me first?
sms to me first?
i really dun understand. T_T
u make me feel down feel sad.
u are d person who raise me high up to the sky
u are the person who take off the hands let me fall down to the ground
do u know that i feel pain
it's not a normal pain but very pain! pain!! pain!! PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
it wasn't external pain but internal pain
tat's means pain in my heart
i not dare to let other ppl know
i not dare to tell anybody
i only can release my stress n pressure at here
now feel better
but still wil think of u
cause missing u
do i need to learn let it go
let it come slowly
do i?