This time is my fault again?
My jokes that need to be tam is too over?

What if his EQ higher a little bit,
Will this thing happen?
If he continue tam me will this situation be better and sweeter?

When i tam him that time
If he can smile back will this situation wont get worsen?

I dont know..

Sweet for 2 weeks
Sad for few days..

Maybe this is the normal routine..

Maybe i shouldnt joke so much next time..

Need to think double before speak

Sometimes really don't understand you
You know what to do
What you shouldn't do
But most of the times
You will do what you shouldn't
Ignore what you should do
You know it and you still do it

Then u keep saying and repeat the meaningless
Sorry to me
When i ask you, u will say u don't know why you will do so at the moment

People use to say
Don't wait till you regret only change
Cause that time is too late
Just like bruno mars -when i was your man

I am not piss but disappointment
Should i get use to this feeling too?
What if later i will become a feelingless person?
Was it good?

sometimes i just don't understand why can't u just be honest to me
telling me all the things u think about
whatever i think of
i surely will tell you
but u always keep it aside
and your reason is don't wanna me to worry so much
the more u don't telling me anything the more i worry
you don't wanna tell me is it because you worry i will angry?
upset?
cry?
sometimes, i don't understand how should i get to understand you better when u lock your problem door
don't letting me enter
is this so call as communication?
this will make me feels that the trust i have in you is not much enough for you speak up

i had already quarrel with you about this issue so many times
maybe this is your attitude
i can not change u but to accept it
i always said if you don't wanna say it's ok
actually i never ok

i should learn to get use to it..

today i had a fulfilled day
i went to eat dim sum
i went to facial
my face is reddish due to the facial
is pain
my sister went to de paris for a pre wedding preparation
mr.pau and me keep choosing gaun and dinner dress for her
it make me feel so excited
i also choose a gaun for 伴娘
it is yellow long dress

i was very happy just now when i was having my supper
i telling my ideas about my future wedding shoot
all i want is sharing with my love one
when i tell him all the ideas
even i haven finish talking
i already dont have the mood to continue

all i see and get the response from the face is..
u seem like dont really care
yea...
it might be too fast
still...
i just want to share with u
why do u show me that kind of responses?

what if i do it to u when u are telling me thing in an excited mood?
if i do the same things, what will u feel?

do u know why a girl will tell u about the future?
not all girls will say about the future
when she say it means she mean it!
take it seriously
show her some responses

if you don't want to listen then ask her to stop
not letting her to realize your expression of ignoring
cause it's hurting her so badly
her heart feels hurt
dont give her any hope or chances to imagine or start it

start with excited mood
end with bad mood is equal to damn no mood

girl is likes a baby
need to be pamper all the times
in this world, there aren't any girls that don't need pamper
NONE!
talk more to her..
all the while, girls just need love and caring
none of the girl in this world will satisfy and be enough of the love and caring she had
do more, show more and give more

 妈妈说结婚很容易，两家人住在一起相处才难
我很认同妈妈说的这一句话
我也会明白
姐姐和姐夫就是卡在两家人中间
可怜他们
可怜的同时，我在想；以后我会不会也会遇到这样的问题呢？
想一想
应该不会吧。。

我一定要自己和我的老公住在一间家
过两个人的二人世界
晚上睡不着两人可以喝杯酒乱性一下
第二天早上再收拾
没人可以说不可以
那多好啊！

要和家公家婆相处并不容易
只要好好忍让一下下就好了
要和老公的兄弟姐妹相处才难！

生活方式不一样
教育方式也不一样
家教方式都是各有各法
真的不容易活在同一个屋顶下

差点就火烧木头
幸好被水淋湿了
但是烟太浓了
吸进去的烟对身体非常不好

想要你和我在一起的感觉一天比一天强。
每晚睡前都会想像你会亲亲我的脸在我耳边说：“晚安，baby”

我是真的很想念你对我做过的一切
我无时无刻都会想象你的存在

你在我生命里给了我很多彩色
你的不在让我的世界变得浅色
你快点回来我身边帮我补色好吗？