I dont know how to express my feeling right now.

I am sitting in the car.

I have to hide my deep deep emotional.

I am controlling myself for not thinking his expression, the action that he did it to me just now.

I dont feel right now, seriously.

I know he will try to persuade his mom, talk nicely to his mom

But i dont feel like wanna him to come because of my instinct

I can feel that his mom already dislike me

I just hope things dont get any worse

So that, he will not feel bad as he is standing in between me and his mom

我想我应该是变态。

我不爽时，会想到 torture 我自己。

我要你感到内疚， 对不起我

我真的有病！

神经病！！！