apologize

please excuse me!!!! i need to express my feeling with some foul language!!!!

mother fucker!!!!!!!!!!
dun every time also thought that of yourself!
i know u put a lot of effort on it!
but u can indirectly forcing people to do something that people don't like at all!!!!
u are not in the situation of me!
u got no right to ask me take a week leave!!!!
even though u are the senior so what????!!!!
i need to catch up my study my assignment and presentation
i every weekend come back already sacrifice my time on it
why now u still wan to make me felt that only u can talk and we must listen????
why everything also wan me to go and do????
other people can not izit???
i hate it!!!!
i really hate!!!!
you guys wanna do what just go ahead!!
i dun give a damn on it!!!
no matter what u all do i can only help out and follow!
i never had a choice!!!
when i voice out you guys will say i dun understand
same like you guys dun understand mine problem!!!
it dont means i laugh and smile in front of u i am happy and got nothing to think
things dun goes like that k????


fine!
forget it!!
it reminds me of the 'road not taken'


i really need to sing lenka song
trouble is a friend...
he's there in the dark
he's there in my heart
he wakes in the wind and got to take a part
trouble is a friend
oh.. trouble is the friend of mine~

抱着你给的枕头

感觉很好

感觉好像你在抱着我

在这样的夜晚突然感到了

我平不孤单

因为我有你的陪伴

just now receive a call from mommy!!
feel so so happy!!!
thank you mommy!!
u bright up my night!! love you!!!
she say in future she will pay a car deposit money for me..
she ask me to give her a few years times...
i dun k whether it will come true or not
but i am sure that i am glad to heard it and thanks mommy!!!

haiz... feel annoting to edit this and that paper work la... sien and tired of it~~~
i feel it was wasting my time but i cant stop myself from keep moving on
i just can move it!!!

just like the song~
i like it move it move it
u like it move it move it
we like it! MOVE IT!!!

i should updated the day before today things..

but seem like now i need to express more out

working so hard for what???
what did you get for last???
do thing until outstanding so what???
who care???
all the things that you get is nothing for them
no one will appreciate your hard work...
cry also no use...
who will know u get it???
the answer is NONE!!!

keep in the box and throw it away...
this is because no one will remember what u get and what u did...

suddenly i realized that when i am down or feel complicated
there are something good will happen at nowhere
when the good thing reach your ears u will feel good and everything seem like easy
at least during this moment i feel good~
yea~~ i do...
it seem like a new beginning of a day for me
dad and mom let's work hard together!!
i will support and i will always do!!!
i will burden both of you
BUT
make you two proud of me!!! ^^

i love you!!! muack!

a day for a person in pain

never though that i can be that crazy~
BITE
PINCH
TICKLE
PUNCH

violence symptom can be so so fun for me!!!
WAKAKA!!!!!!

there will be round 2 for it!

little doggie~

trouble

things always happen like this.. and i dun like
i though that tomorrow i can follow the schedule that i have think and adjust
but things happen
i knew in production there must be something happen during the last minutes
now i feel like all my effort in it ruin and wasted
now i have to redo and change everything again
this is not good for me and my energy!
now i got a though to go out for a swim~
i wanna make myself wet and let the water take away those annoy happening
but i still have to face it no matter how..
well now everyone got to be tired and fight for it already
thanks guy for understanding my situation and concerning my feeling
appreciate it! now i can feel as a TEAM!

today is a crying day~