present~

i think i am the BEST PRESENT for you!
i think so la... 
no cake for you~
no celebration for you too~ 
but it seem like today quite special la.. hehe..
u did something that you plan 
and...........
my prediction towards you is true also! haha...
anyway~ happy birthday!!!
now is 11:12pm another 48minutes 
ur big day will become history and
today happening will become history too~ ^^

happy birthday!!!

well,

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to Jian Nian

happy birthday to you!

i can't really celebrate with you but i do wish and hope my simply wishes can make u happy and smile!

i can't even write something unique or special at your facebook wall due to we need to keep low profile..

so i can't only say it or express it using other ways~

亲爱的陈建年，生日快乐！！！

yesterday, at kl sentral the scene was just like we are going to 生离死别~
你的眼神充满了悲伤
你的眼神告诉我你多么的不舍得我离开
多么不舍的跟我说再见
你的手是多么的不舍得放开我的手
那种感觉我不知道要怎样形容
哈哈。。

busy

this week really is a super busy and tiring week..
i have been shooting the parody for this whole week
monday sleep at 2am
tuesday sleep at 4am
wednesday sleep at 4am+ without a proper bed
today finally can rest
but haven finish shooting
wanna sat thanks to all the talents!
辛苦了！！！

by the same time sorry to someone..

sorry for making u disappointed

really sorry

i know is not ur fault!! but i really dun like it!
the emo virus just like magic bullet theory!! straight to my brain and install it.
it do effect my thinking.. no matter how i try i cant help u too
no mater what i say u dun believe too
what can i do then?
i feel like i will just give u more trouble oni.. make u feel even emo or whatever
i dun feel good about it
i dun wanna u to face me like this
so i choose to off it
i think this is the first time i off the webcam
usually u are the one who off it
i am so sorry..
hope u can understand my feeling
i just feel like crying and i do..

dun feel good~

:(   i dun like this type of feeling!

suddenly emo for no reason.. it do interupt my feeling

maybe i am the one who make u emo too..

but i dunno la..

it make me feel so sad only..

when i first saw you..

i was afraid to meet you..

when i first met you..

i am afraid to kiss you..

when i first kissed you..

i am afraid to love you..

but now that i love you..

i'm afraid to lose you..

i saw it in somewhere.. feel that "WOW! meaningful.."

so i posted it to my blog again.. ^^

F off!

what the freak! how do i know that he off on saturday and sunday wor.. i also need to handle my assignment and  others stuff! u think my weekends must really give you???? i am not always available for it! when i tell u the truth u tends not to believe me! then?? what u want??? lie to you??
Freak off!!!
i really hate it!!!
i also need some times to breath and do my own things! u always said study is important but now??
i need time to discuss my assignment where i dun have much time left and u are suspecting me am i bluff or what so ever...
without me wont die de lo... ii am not an important character! one day i will leave that place too...

i hate to stand at the middle of the decision!

ps: the you DEFINITELY not my mom but someone else.. maybe you can guess who is the "you" i refer to

once again my mom cry in front of me.. of course i am not the one who make her cry but someone else.. it make me feel so sad and heartache.. i dun like to see my mom cry.. in my heart my mom is the toughest woman.. she is my idol.. when she cry it make me feel so bad and wanna scold that fellow but i knew i cant!

妈咪辛苦你了。。我爱你！

now is 1.27am
another 3 minutes is officially me and u one week anniversary..
lol...
well, this week i am pretty busy and sorry that i couldnt accompany u
even have a proper chat with you due to my busy
luckily u understand! thank you!!
thanks for ur concern and cares and everything that u have done to me!
^^

now i am still doing my snoopy film assignment
suddenly my mind is blank!
need energy to continue it~ haiz... i got to do my best to it!!