My hair~

I have change my hair style.. Wondering should i cut my hair to shoulder length? Hmm..

hmm..

today i have my first paper! COMMUNICATION LAW~ which i felt that i have done my best in it.. although i knew that i have lost 5%
2 hours for 4 question really not enough!!
really got to thanks god for blessing me... let me have the idea and especially during the open book question... i really though of can't find for the answer already.. but who knows, i found it at the last 5 minutes! then in a very fast way i copy and shorten the sentences. just in time, when the instructor said "stop writing. put down your pencil" i really finish the last word. haha... then wrote my name and tight it up lu... then pass up to my beloved tutor ah miss yau~
haha... communication law i think i have did a good job! 
now is drama turn~

my problem???

i realized again that i dun like to have group study with certain people.... or can say so as i dun like group study gua.. i will feel worry when having group study.. i very scare when i teach people i will be the one who get the lowest marks... >.<"
sometimes i even dun like to share my notes to them! i dun understand why i will know the tips but u guys dunno lo... i feel like dun wanna share let kamu orang MATI la...
but with certain people i will share it.. i will explain and explain over and over again.. just certain people i dun like!!!
i still prefer to study alone at library... i can start from wherever i want without kacau! haiz... but sometimes when i dun give them the tips i will felt that i am BAD! although i never GOOD la.. haiz... i dunno is my problem or other people problem... sometimes i just couldn't stand on their attitude!

better~

after have a webcam talk with you feels better~
felt that i am not bad~ i can explained the notes to you~ haha...
i usually though that i am weak even NOOB in study~
only i ask you but i never think of that you will ask me question too... hehe....
felt happy with it....
after back from the group study with yong hong, chee heng and euann
realized that i am good in explaning... hehe...
now there is a question for me again~
i was wondering... the way i explain correct or not???
haiyo...... kadewele~
i should have self-confidence!! believe in myself!!!
tomorrow got to go library study again~~

美女

每次都会听到人家叫美女
到地他们所为的美女....是什么样的美女呢???
真的很不爽他们咯...

law~

copyright law!!!! finally i have swallow you!! hopefully next friday i can vomit u out all nice at the exam booklet~~
now is defamation law turn~ feel headache now.. my brain full of law.. whatever u said can be sued by me~ owh...
copyright law seem easier for me.. but defamation~~ u know that i love you why do u hate me?? is seem so hard for me to swallow u~~ T__T
i still have ISA law, OSA law, PPPA law and sedition act.. please..
LAWs please love me~~

study~

got to study hard! but now i missing my dearest hewa hewa partners~ GOO~ SUN~ VERN~ SZE~ feel like wanna meet them long time no see them adi.. especially my ms.PID!! i MISS you!! u know??? when u see the blog u will know~~ haha..


i have break for 2hours++ now got to back to my study.. prepare for my exam WAR!! AZA AZA FIGHTING!  can't wait for my holiday~ then we can see each other lu... for sure will go GOO's house.. so GOO be prepare!! wakaka...


but before exam i got to work hard first due to my financial problem~ T__T
so after 12th sep oni we meet ya... be patience!

raining please don't go away

it's raining day~ i wanna to wash my clothes and it's raining now~~
haha.. not bad.. a good weather for me to be pig~~
i just like the raining weather whenever i was at home~
if i having outdoor activities please don't rain but windy... haha....

we are the same human being but we come from different life...

do u think that we want to have such unhealthy life? 

sleep late that will make all those sickness to visit us..

having supper that not good for digestion..

u think all this of unhealthy lifestyle i want???

let me tell you that i have NO CHOICE!!! i cant choose but to follow!

u dun understand no matter how i explain to you!

so to avoid the fight i choose to change topic.. i dun wanna to argue with u

the life of a waiter or waitress....

if u work before as a waitress or waiter u will experience it and understand what am i talking about

work until 10pm+ only finish working

the last meal that they have was either at 3pm or 5pm

another 5hours or 7 hours+ have nothing to eat

dun u ever tell me that after that few hours u dun feel hungry!!

if u are then u are not a human being!!!

so supper = to their dinner!

u think i dunno what is healthy lifestyle?? i maybe even better than u!!

please think before u speak! 

when u experience it i BET u will regret what u say!!

a new name

oh ya.. suddenly i felt that i wanna change the sakai name to 'hewa hewa'
i realize many people also name themselves sakai lo.. i dun like it.. i feel like they are copying us..
then i click here click there and found out hawaiian language dictionary..
i key in 'CRAZY' and it will me a translation of hawaiian "pupule or hehena or hewa hewa"
wakaka.. i felt that it was so cute and funny.. now i feel like wanna learn hawaiian la..
i am interested in it!! like aloha.. ha aloha.. ohana... and hau' oli... wakaka...

sick!!

last 2 days i keep sneezing and nose running.. i was wondering is there someone cursing me or missing me??? i dun care about it... then today after 12pm my cough pay me a visit.. owh.. (T__T) i dun like cough.. very hard to halau it away de..

thanks to my friends who ask me to take care and drink more water and get well soon!! thank you!! but i dun think so i will get well so fast cause i can feel that this sickness is just the beginning... anyways thanks guys and i want to get well soon.. i dun wanna sit at special room during exam!

the tissues i have use within 15 minutes... haiz.. haha..

working~

where am i now?? haha... while working while blogging~~ haha...
so lame la.. just because i need to teach my cousin to use blog~~

wangsa walk ~> ampang ~> wangsa maju

today as usual, our plan still on but not ON at TARC. Stefanie, Yee Vern, Ning Sze and me went to wangsa walk have a movie entitled ' the last airbender' WOW! this movie was NICE!! then we went over to ampang to have our dinner at Restaurant Korea. the food very nice lo... it wasn't consider expensive also la... then from ampang way back to wangsa maju~ feeling cafe.. lim teh~~ today we seem like walk around only.. haha..

tonite, at feeling cafe we have some chat which i think everyone of us will have a better understanding with each other. today we really chat some very IMPORTANT issue!! haha... i was HAPPY and ENJOY. 

honestly, i knew that you guys.. you know who i means SAKAIS.. wakaka.. i really glad to have a group of friend like you guys.. i hope our relationship will never end until the time end my life.. i will still continue love you guys even u guys hate me.. haha... so i think our next gathering will be our trip!

and a good news, goo can join us for broga hill trip!! she end her exam on 3rd sep. same with me... remember to updated me with your timetable ya...

emo~

now i waiting for my driver to come... by the way waiting for them i would like to express my feeling to blog~ just now having broadcast writing for TV. write a 30 seconds news script.. OMG! i dun really remember the format... what the heck!! i dun even know what i wrote enough for 30 seconds or not... i dun even know correct or not! i just knew that my paper was damn MESSY!! then i was freezing in the lecture hall.. OMG!!! i have no eyes to look at the paper adi... i dun care i failed or pass for the paper or not.. i just want my coursework pass.. if not nothing else i can do.. failed coursework no final = repeat the subject! pass coursework failed final = resist the paper.. and CHOI!! i won't failed! get C also ok.. no failed then ok adi... start to felt stress...

random~

now i felt empty.. for a sudden of minute~ i feel like need someone to be there with me.. accompany me.. i think i am too stress.. i realized that i always looks thing in a heavy manner... where people tends not to see that i am important at all.. sometimes really.. haiz.. maybe all is my problem~

felt like wanna go back to my camp when i knew that there will be an event held at my NS camp!! i was so SHOCKED and EXCITED!! hope to see my NS friends and JURULATIH!! owh.. i miss my NS life..

by the way, final is around the corner within 3 weeks my exam will come to me~ T__T  my assignment haven done!! this semester really challenging!! VERY TOUGH!

think of tomorrow playing paintball felt worry and scare adi.. haha.. but i wan to enjoy it! yeah!!

then i got to plan and think about my holiday plan!! i wan trip!! i wan go out!! wakaka...