come back~

my spirit is back! kaka.. happy now.. enjoying now... wakaka... time to start my work and work hard on it.. but now there is a little problem for myself that was i am not sure whether to use all the information that i gain from online sources or go to library do research.. owh... which should i do??? tomorrow go library do? will it be too late? haiyo.. macam mana ni?? headache~~ headache again~~~ AAHHHHHHH!!!!

Hmm...

this few days don't know why, i just can't make up my MIND or SPIRIT or MOOD to study and doing my homework. i was like no energy.. i think one of the problem was i am going to sick soon then the next problem is i dunno what problem.. kaka... now i have a bundle of work to do.. this wouldn't kill me but make me like a dead fish. i realize that whenever i face my problem or issue happily then i can settle or solve them easily or nicely. now i have to learn to be happy and smile at all time. every minute, every second and every moment. ^^

KONG YOKE YEN get back your SPIRIT and work on ASSIGNMENT!! no more time for u to HONEYMOON!! get back to your STUDY. do ur BEST in EXAM and COURSEWORK. when holiday arrive then only ENJOY!!! YES!! i am YOKE YEN! i sure can DO IT!! nothing is impossible just that u want to make it possible or not only.

slipper and panda

just now while i uploading my dearest SLIPPER and PANDA photos to facebook. they remind me of their death.. this make me felt so sad and wanna cry T__T
although i just see slipper not more than 3 times but it face was deep in my mind... i so miss him... i wish he was still alive....
panda is such a polite guinea pig with beautiful smooth furs around it. now it has gone too... both of them had leave Mah's Family, stefanie, and me.. of course they also leave the world.. i have no more chance to see them but pictures... SLIPPER i will miss you... i think after all i would not buy any pets. it was a disaster for me when they have to leave me and force me to say goodbye to them..

Yee Vern's 大日子

today is my SuperWoman Nai Nai ( YEE VERN ) 19th birthday!!!!!!! she was 19 now.. huhu.... this is good!! yesterday we want to celebrate with her then we think is better to celebrate on her exactly date. so today only we show her the cake but i already gave her present on yesterday!!

then i am glad that she told me that she like it!!!!!!!! woohuuu............... i am so so so HAPPY!!!!!!! i bought a perfume from lovely lace. i choose the flavor of 'tiger lily' which smell nice and smooth~~ i am so GLAD that she like it....

then today she send 2 messages to me which were so touching and special to me. this is because i never heard this from her!! usually will be stefanie, ning sze, sher rin, kang ying and me will said all those words...

the first message was

"U guys r alwayz my 1st choice..see..i luv u guy so much" this was amazing! she would say so!!!!

then the second message was

"Hehe..i reached..i really really appreciate d thing u guys had done.. actuali u guys teach me how 2 smile/laugh..once again saying tq u guys ..i luv u guys..=) this make me so HIGH!!!! wakaka....

Naili's Place

huhu... yesterday yee vern said that she cant join us for dinner... this make us ( stefanie, potato and myself ) a very BIG heart-attack!! she said that she has class replacement. must attend if not she will get bar... then we did not force her.. later on goo also din go.. T__T

when we almost reach this beautiful place vern message me and told me that she can come! woohuu!!! she skip a tutorial class... then we ate  talk and chat and crazy~ this was nice~~

is my problem or yours problem?

i realize that i don't really like to lend things to people. the people that i means was my classmates or course mates. this is because i very worry they will copy my idea. i don't like it!!!!!! but i couldn't show it to them!! oh gosh!! we attending the same class the same lecture. how come i can copy so much of information and u cant? i really don't know what are u doing while she teaching lo... then very easy for u to open your mouth and say please lend me.. could u lend me? smile to me so nicely.. oh my!!!!!!!!!! honestly, i wanna to say NO but it seem like i could not say this word! is it because i am stupid or very nice to be used by other? or i am too kind to them?

i didn't means that i don't lend things to people but i will just choose certain people can lend and certain can not.. that's me

so this was my problem or yours problem????

assignment + issue = trouble

this whole week i was so busy with assignment until i felt so angry. i angry not because of the works, is my teammate or also known as my partner.. this assignment should be done with both of us not myself only! how can u pass everything to me??? if the assignment is individual work then i will be very happy! cause i did not have to ask you or beg you to stay at college and finish up our assignment. end up, who did the whole things? who? WHO?? WHO!?!?!?! MYSELF!!!!!! GARN~ i really get mad with this.. but now everything has pass.. it has become a part of my history in life...

then the issue that i did not ask to come, suddenly attack me.. owh........... assignment is a big trouble for me already please don't add on trouble for me.... besides that, i never think about love issue. now i wanna concentrate on my study more than relationship ( love). i think now is not a good timing for me to have love issue. i still prefer to have SINGLE LADY life.... i didn't means that i don't want love just that now is not a right timing to have it... so i hope u guys understand... i don't wanna lose u guys.

honestly, u guys really is a nice guys. u guys are caring and concern about me. i am happy to have a friends like u guys. i still enjoying our relationship of being friend and not couple yet... if there are others girl who is better or u like, please do go ahead to her. don't wait for me..

as u know today don't know tomorrow happening. don't say tomorrow, what will happen for the next second i also dunno. nobody know about their future...

enjoy everyday life

be happy for every moment

be glad full with what u have now

appreciate the person who u care

F*CK off

i really don't understand why am i always will be the one who so so so pity~ FAT

assignment is not only my job!!!! this assignment is pair work not individual work!!!!!!!!!!! if it was an individual work then i will diam diam and do all the work by myself without thinking so much.... i can settle everything in a fast and easy way.... if not because of YOU! i would not be so CHAM!!! so SUFFERING!!! I HATE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really kanasai!!! make me wanna say so much of bad words to you! dunno how to say.. i should say u considered as lucky or i bad luck??? HENG !!!!!

don't understand

i really don't understand! am i really that bad? i was just like invisible in you guys eyes~ i am also a lady ok!!! just that i didn't make up and dress up like them. but it doesn't means that i don't know lo.. ok?!?!?!?! sweat! what the FAT!! please sometimes can you guys please of others people feeling?? who you guys think i am?? you guys need my help then YY~ YY~ YY~ when help you guys settle everything then BYE~ BYE~ finish using then throw me away? who do you guys think of yourselves??? i keeping myself QUIET doesn't means that i am NOOB!!!! just that i am lazy to QUARELL with you all...

@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!

benana

haha.. look at myself then i felt myself look so NOOB! just like a noobie~ hehe.. and i just LIKE it~

suddenly just fall in love to banana.. i think is because i am like monkey.. so very automatically i will like banana too... but.... i don't like to eat banana.. except banana with chocolate~ hmmm... then i love it.. YUMMY~

in a sudden i realize that i am PC IDIOT~ a lot of things i dunno how to use... i was just a noobie... i should named myself noobie meatball yy.. hehe... not a bad name too.... kaka...