All this while also i sendiri cari gaduh?
蛮不讲理
无理取闹

自己拿来的
活该

Neither you this asshole will updating your blog

So why shall i updating?

U spoilt my night

I am really mad

You kept asking me not to angry

I wanna forgive you, but my heart just couldnt forgive you

Your explanation i can not take it

U didnt think of me it the truth

Did u think of me will worrying you?

Today i put on a dress that dont have pocket

Still i kept my phone all the times with me

Today woke up in the morning i was thinking

What to wear cause i think of you might be coming

I am excited of your arrival

Even if we did not go out for movie nor dinner but still i am happy to meet you

The moment u said u are not coming

I forgive you cause u need to work

What can i do?

每当我回想起我们的浪漫晚餐in Secret of Louisiana,我就会傻笑
我很开心，感动，也很想哭。
开心不只是因为你带我去我一直以来想要去的餐厅
而是你把我的话放在心上！
你给我的惊喜和浪漫
我看到了！
看到你所说你会为我而学的浪漫
谢谢你！！
我爱你！

现在我正在等店开门
等的当中很想打电话给你
我是多么希望你能每天陪在我身边
在我上班，下班
无时无刻都在我身边
我不会一个人，不道德寂寞从不认识孤单
因为我有你就够了！
等的当中有你的陪伴是美好的
更是甜蜜！

I am trying to sleep but...

When i am trying to close my eyes,

My tears rolling down...

So....

How am i going to sleep on a wet pillow??

Couldnt sleep..
There are so much inside of my heart
None of the words can express it out

突然看见朋友的post : i am single now.. cry till eyes swollen

心里很不舒服

头脑在幻想，换来是我，我会怎么样呢？

感觉好害怕

我想我会打包行李

去机场随便买张机票

向这伤心地说再见

一个人在外面流浪吧

人家情人节去phuket
so？
我呢？
有生日等于没有
什么都要我自己想
自己安排
那叫惊喜吗？
是我的问题吗？
要浪漫和惊喜也算过分吗？
有那位女生不要？！