wanna post it on ur fb
but dun have the courage to do so

good night

my night

since i finish work from centre..
the sky keep falling droplets to the earth..
wet the ground and give water to the natural environment
especially to the greenish living things which give human being oxygen

since 7pm i am alone in the house..
i feel nothing but enjoying..
until just now...

my night is fill with sadness and droplets from nowhere...
wet the areas
really really speechless...

其实我说晚安是骗你的

你却偏偏相信我是真的累了

难道你不知道我在怎样的情况下是睡不着吗？

真的搞不懂。。

i really dunno u dun understand the meaning behind the content or then content i use was too deep

i really dunno what i am doing is correct or wrong

but what i truly know is i was sad, tears keep falling down

女生真的有那么难明白吗？

女生想要的东西真的很难满足吗？？

是我不明白你吗？

或者是你不明白我呢？

我真的是无言

很怕说多错多

只好安静。从话理离开。

actually i wanna update something related to my BIRTHDAY, my beloved friend
but due to some problem i cant update it now~

falling sick really suffer~~

have a chat with fumi just now..
feel abit release and relax..
having some fun talk

really tired with my life..

at the meanwhile i feel so so sorry to a friend
really SORRY

说真的，本人是有不开心
但是不能怎样
应为是自己的错
所以只好静静的听和反省
真的不知道要如何是好。。

things turn to be more tough and harder for me..
i do thing of to become stronger and stronger
the moment i wanna be stronger i feel i am just weaker
things dun goes well and smooth as i though
now i am standing at the cross road
dunno which way to go and turn
there is no turning back for me but moving forward
really feel tired with my life
suddenly feel that how good will it be if i can make myself disappear
dun wanna think of anything now...
really tired....

at the same time dunno why burberry pop out from my mind~
hmm... i think i am over tired..
alright i should sleep...
good nite!

hmm.. CR has new arrival...
the pinkie purple bag looks so nice...
really dun understand why i will like CR and crazy about it..
haiz.....
by the way, i should just crazy it enough
haha...

my aunt asking me why dun i chase the brand like gucci, LV and coach
this question do really let me think about it deeply..
even myself also asking why wouldn't i like them, huh?

but my heart just rejecting them...
haha...
instead of those i prefer kipling...
i think maybe is because of the orang utan or monkey or ape..
wat so ever la.. just an mammals...
haha...

tonight seems to me more relaxing nite for me...
at least i still can write something here..