DAMN TIRED~

wow! tonight really very tiring~
end my sport at 8pm
then come to little tree until now 12.38am
also have back yet
really very tiring!
i felt myself damn dirty cause i sweat alot
run here and there
then play volleyball
wow!
so unbelievable that play volleyball at night
was so nice~
fumi , kelvin and me one group
FIGHT with
melyvn, daphenie, kelvin and ?? duno her name
so nice
fumi still bluff us
told us that he dunno how to play
who knows when he serve the ball
he was so great



now i just hope everything is fine and ook
fumi went out for quite long already
hope he can settle his problem

at fumi house

hehe...^^
tonite we having a party at Fumi house
carmen is the one who organise it
we ate steamboat
so nice..
yummy
they say i just like a maid
do everything
after have some beer i start to get high
wakaka... ^^
but i'm not drunk
i still feel very fresh for this moment
hehe..^^
carmen and semantha already sleep
carmen still say she will wake up when fumi and elroy is back
who knows..
cheh..
just let her sleep
olivia, kelvin ( sick ) and vinss already when back home
now only left
me
chee huat
fumi ( the owner )
carmen
semantha
mun mun
andy
elroy
wai kit
rachel

3 people already sleep
they seem so tired
i think later i will go to sleep too...
no more entertainment
tired too...
^^

tired~

long time didn't write blog already
all because my home cant online
so can't write
have to wait until the line is back
this week didn't 'balik rumah'
~HOMESICK~
missing my family especially my MAMI
then missing my sister too..
wondering how is she now
hope she is fine
but this few days through sms
i realise..........
my sister damn unhappy.
i know that she need ppl to accompany
so i try my best to accompany her
so that she will feeling better

jie if u really cant stand on
just give up
don't need to care what other ppl sat
that's their mouth
we cant control them
don't make until urself feeling suffer and dying
mami and papa are worrying bout u
no matter how i will support u
dont forcing urself
dont bother what ppl say bout u
that's not important the important thing is
how u look at urself! T_T
i miss you~

after helping OO nite
the second day feeling damn tired
still have to come to college at 8.30am for class
i realise i jus like an iron woman
wakaka... Joke
really very tired
but feel so happy after helping OO nite.
haha..
hope stil got this type of big event again
my director and ass. director
PEGGY & MELVIN
they are so great ang good to us
so taking care of us..
hehe....

so unbelievable~

i can't imagine that i am so good~
haha... perasan
today i very tired
so unbelievable i used 2 hours time to find the plastic cup and straw
the most funny things is i can't found it!
very stupid right?
haha...
in this 2 hours time i went to jusco, carrefour express and carrefour
this 3 big complex didn't sell the plastic cup and straw!
very funny rite?

feel sorry to FUMI la..
i still say let me help you
i do things u no need worry
so funny~
i didn't help anything at all
feel paiseh la..
sorry~
some more call him for so many times
also can't help him
haiz..

wisley sorry ar...
trouble u so much.
but i know u don't care de..
thanks for fetch me and ur car o..

now at least i know how to go carrefour adi
but still feeling down
sorry FUMI for can't help u!
GOMEN NASAI~

so nice~~

so long long long time didn't chat with ns friends already
tonight finally can have a good chat with them
nelson i thought u already forget me or block me
but who know u still remember me.
haha... 7-up
chat for a long time.
hehe...

suddenly i became the princess of perasan
and kenny became the prince of perasan
both of us jus perasan
but is nice.
haha...^^
must find one day ask them to come out
if not later cant regconise them already.
guys! got time then come out yumcha~

we need to meet already.

hope to see u all soon~^^

sad+happy+worry

my dear brother
don't make me feel worry ok?
no matter what happen i will be there for u....
u can always find me
tell me all ur problem
don't keep it in heart
no matter what i will help u
u r not alone
i'm glad that u told me ur problem
ur sound heart
after u told me
u make me worry bout u
u make me wanna cry
now i realise u grow up already
u must fight with urself
u must win the war
don't let it overcome u
i will accompany u
all the way~~~
now i realise i care bout u
my dear brother
last time i don't like to bother bout u
but now i realise
u r my only little brother
if i don't care u
i don't know who should i care anymore
u r important in the family
everyone of us love u
care u..
u don't think so much
and never try to do something to hurt urself
my beloved brother~~~

stress+sad

i feel that now i'm the hope of my family
especially to my dad.
now only i know that my ddad was so sad
so disapointed to my family
sespecially to my brother.
i really have to be a good girl
a daughter that will not let him worry but a daughter
that he can feel proud of
i was wondering in my family all the boys will makemy parents feel sad izit?
omly girls can make them proud?
i hope my family members is outstanding that the others
after hear my dad sound heart
i feel like wanted to cry
i feel stress. i can not lose
i must be the outstanding than others people
god please bless me
i don't want to burden my parents
i want to be perfect
i want thme to proud
my dear brothers please don't let our parents feel sad and worry
you all are no more kid ok!
please be an adult~~
please i beg u~~~
T_T