darling sorry, i don't mean to be rude with u..
just that i was keeping asking again and again and AGAIN
i just dont understand why u keep saying no..
maybe u were playing with me..

alright, the first few times maybe u were playing.
i am okay with it
but after awhile i ask again
i dunno is u dun feel it or how

usually when i told u i am hot
u will ask me to go
but this time...
totally different...

i am sorry...
i knew more or less i will affect ur mood

习惯成自然

很多时候，我都不愿意主动

当你每天都习惯听，看或做同一件事
如果有一天少了其中一样
你都会感到不好

或许你累了
或许我太过分了

或许你忘了
或许我要求多了

或许没有或许

自己想太多就有

想东想西
想左想右
就是没有想到你的立场

who am i?

tonight is a cold night,

a night that suitable for cold war

a night that is lonely

a night full of emptyness

a night that u can cry in the rain

as no one will notice your tears

cause they had been mixed up with the rain drops

let me ask a question

do u know urself well?

who know me well?

hmm..

so let me test you

am i a person who dun accept comments

or compliment?

or complaint?

i knew i am good in talking 

especially in fighting or quarrel

and do i know how to talk?

or represent what i wanna express??

or share??

am i using the right attitude in talking?

am i using a proper way to talk?

am i expressing mysef in speech?

do i always blaming myself?

do i always make things serious?

do i know how to handle problem?

am i scary to talk with?

there are question to answer..

i just dunno about it

i should learn it 

open my hand wide.

with a open heart and accept all of it sincerely

maybe this is the only thing i can do..

不知何时，我已经习惯每天晚上都要和你谈电话。

我还以为今晚不可以和你淡呢。。

真的有点不开心或许说不习惯啦。。

睡知道，电话响起来了！

我亲爱的你，打电话来咯 ^^

真的很开心。

亲爱的，我知道你忙碌工作

但是不要忘了照顾好自己的身体

不好让自己生病噢

我可会心疼啊！

多喝水，多休息

要吃饱

知道了没???

为什么，我会那么笨呢？

每次都为了一些非常小的事而不开心。

告诉你，怕你会说我。

不告诉你，自己的心理又不好受。

有时候真的不知事好。。

说真的，其实我是真的很累了。
但是我还是想要告诉你
你真的认为我会不体谅你做工吗??
你觉得我是那么不明白事理吗？
当一位女友在伤心的时候想要得男友的安慰也不行吗？
找不到男友发脾气也是错吗？

my dad's car was hit by a small viva..

i was sitting in the car.. suddenly a 'BANG' sound appear...

i looked behind and saw the small car.. 

my dad's bumper went into..

the malay girl said pay rm150 to settle..

my dad said 'tak boleh'

finally it was settle by rm300