forget it

i think i should forget this person
why do you always give me hope then make me disapointed again?
do u know that i'll be very suffer and sad
i'm just an ordinary human being with blood and soul
i also will bleeding love and blood too ( this is for sure )
haha....

please just say out what you want to say to me
if no then just say no
if yes then just say yes
don't let me stay between yes and no
i just want to maintain in this position anymore
please do let me know
i really hope to know what was in ur mind~
cant u just say it out?

oh my goodness...
sometimes u are just kind enough for me
treat me best enough
make me feel so happiness
make me fall for u
but....
sometimes you are just terible enough
make me suffer
make me think of u
make me worry of u
what do u want from me?
i thought we have chance but...
all this is i think myself

so...
the conclusion will be
just forget it la....
i not dare to think so much
i believe everything is fate
is yours then it must be your's

so just let it be what it wanna to be
let god help me to handle
now i maybe just can focus on my study
hope i really can forget it~
but i know i cant do it

dying!

this few days work until my mama and papa also cant regconise me lo....
tired! malays raya oni ma....
chinese also follow raya
so many people
from 5pm-9pm the people came non-stop
wan kill us meh?
but anyway
i enjoying the process
haha....

normal day~

for me now is everyday already~
everyday is working day for me
but is ok for me
cause.....
working is for $$$
m-o-n-e-y~~
i need money~
hehe....

but sometimes quite enjoying!
cause the customers were so friendly ( just some of them )
they were nice too...
just treat me good
sometimes they will buy something for me!
haha....

so i really very enjoying
just for sometimes~
when there are alot of people
i start to feel annoying~
gone mad!
cause the customers mad at me!
pity me~
have to be patient with them
cant scold them even a sour face also cant!
but this train me patient too...
hehe....

finish lu.....

finally my exam end already!
from the first paper until the last paper i also can tell myself that
i CAN do it!
i sure PASS the paper
but......
who knows..
my last paper that falls on 14th september
equal to the day of money and photo valentine day
i cant tell to myself that i can do it!
i will pass the paper
i just know that i feel down!
cause i not sure i can pass it or not!!!
headache man!!
i feel scare!!
but after a day
i felt better
don't wanna think so much on it already!!

study until siao~

yor...
my brain cant enter any data and information already
i need a memory card to insert it into my system unit!
who can help me!!
i can't memorise anything
i need help!
haiz... cham la...
friday exam IT sure terible already
die lo....
i scare la....
i don't hope to failed! T_T

insomia killing me~

oh my godness!
am i too stree? NOPE!
i don't think so. i was so relaxing
i don't know why i just cant sleep at night.
i already insomia for a week
if still continue like this
i think i will buy sleeping pill to solve this problem
for me sleeping is a kind of happiness

of course! food is the number ONE.
eating can make u forget all the problem!
so life goes on!
i got to solve my problem!
exam going to end soon
holiday is coming soon
haha....
sunway lagoon is waiting for me!

just face it !

life goes on~
please just be tough!
my life is full of challenges.
i always have no choice but to follow
i still can live happily!
can eat, drink and sleep like a PIG
have to be tough!

so u also can do it.
never ever try to do something that may hust yourself
before you did it
u must think about ur mum and dad
they are the person who bring u up until u so become an adult
when u wan to commit suicide u have to think about their feeling
nevr ever try to do something that stupid or might hurt yourself without their permission
cause they are the one who give u life
they are the one who bring u to this world

beside the friends around you
never ever try to say that
i am alone
i have no friends
i have nobody to care
this is totally out! OUT! out! out!!
if you don't have friends go and make it
i'm sure there are someone who care bout you
at least ONE person
just yourself didn't realise

my dear friends
don't give up your life!
make it 100% full of meaning!
then only worth it!