just face it !

life goes on~
please just be tough!
my life is full of challenges.
i always have no choice but to follow
i still can live happily!
can eat, drink and sleep like a PIG
have to be tough!

so u also can do it.
never ever try to do something that may hust yourself
before you did it
u must think about ur mum and dad
they are the person who bring u up until u so become an adult
when u wan to commit suicide u have to think about their feeling
nevr ever try to do something that stupid or might hurt yourself without their permission
cause they are the one who give u life
they are the one who bring u to this world

beside the friends around you
never ever try to say that
i am alone
i have no friends
i have nobody to care
this is totally out! OUT! out! out!!
if you don't have friends go and make it
i'm sure there are someone who care bout you
at least ONE person
just yourself didn't realise

my dear friends
don't give up your life!
make it 100% full of meaning!
then only worth it!

finally!!!!

i have finish my hubungan etnik revision!
dunno why now i feel hubungan etnik is an annoying subject
just like sejarah
hard to memorise
but finally i have done it. the next thing will be e-media
i really have to ganbateh!!!
i must do my best on this final exam!
god bless me~

study~

now have to study very very hard because exam is around the corner!
i hope you all can understand that i also have mt own things to think and trouble
please stand at myside and think bout my feeling and situation
don't be so selfish!
if not i will feel so suffer and terrible!
i'm just a normal human being
i'm not as clever as other people
everything i did i have to take time on it
i'm not genius. please do understand
don't think until i was so 'geng'
i was just an ordinary girl as others
nothing special on me but i know i'm unique cause i'm the best swimmer among the 200 swimmers. haha...
please think bout my feeling

spoilt

U spoilt my whole day mood
why say like that wor....
i really dun have meh?
haiyo....
i just feel dun need oni ma...

erm...

well, just check out my exam timetable
i dunno how to see the time
i just knew that from 3rd Sep exam until 14th Sep
that's all~
Saturday got exam!
next saturday is co-cu day
i am the cheer leader~
feeling stress la...
cause i put hope on myself~
i hope my team will win~
this is because i'm putting effort on it!
hope everything go smooth~
all the things that i did is good~

this few days very enjoying college life~
feel so happy
maybe is because i get use of it already
vinss ( wing ) very funny
E5 friends very funny and crazy~
of course E3 also~
all of us also siao de la...
haha... ^^
wisley said i fat already
but when i check my weight i realise
my weight still the same as last time
48KG!! no heavy or lighter
then today one of the customer said i go thinner
omg~

HATE!

how do i know that you expect me to go out work wor..

T_T

i'm human being also la...

i got soul and feeling too..

can't u just give me some rest?

after studying still have to work!

very tiring you know?

like this also want to scold me~

not i want also

what for you scold me wor...

how do i know today got the runners wor..

u think am i god?

can know everything?

spoilt my whole day feeling.

DAMN YOU!

make me so angry and down now~

who you think you are?!!!

my mama also won't scold me like that!

if not because of my mama i sure fight with you!!!

i have no choice only!

tell u honestly i hope to get off from here long time ago

just because of my mama i still stay at here!

tomorrow still have to face you~

why everytime also like this de..

i HATE IT!

feel so glad

today working in my dad's restaurant

i long time didn't see the aunt already

today i saw her

i thought she already forget me

who know she still remember me!

when the aunt saw me she wave her hand to me

woW!

BRILLIANT!

EXCELLENT!

she make me so happy~

haha....