狗屁话

说什么和朋友讲话 没有看电话

讲什么 狗屁话！

我和朋友在一起 除了吃着饭以外

我一定会看电话

因为你比朋友的对话 更！ 重 ！要！

我会把你放在第一位

这很明显你没有把我放在第一位

朋友的对话 比！我！更重要！ 

狗屁话！！！

我生病😷

你有问候我吗？

你有关心我吗？

你有问我好点吗？

你有想起我生病吗？

你和我讲电话你有发现我的声音吗？

你自己想想吧……

不要给我 

狗屁话！

说别人的老婆很厉害

怀孕和我差不多也可以做工

你那么羡慕别人的老婆

你 干 嘛 当 初 要 娶 我 ？！？！

狗屁话！

去娶别人的老婆啦！

别人的所有人事物都好过我 是吗？！

去找别人啊！ 

狗屁话！

想对你说的不只这么少

I do not know why
There seems like no reason
I just cant cheer up myself
I just could not smile
I try
I really try to smile
But my lips just do not move

I keep my head at 45 degree
I do not know why my tears
They wanted to roll down to my cheek
Without my conscious
Why?
What happened?

I do not like it
I do not want it
But i do not know what to do now

和他

和他走过的地方
和他去过的地方


一个人走时
眼泪会不自觉的滑溜
路人看到问了一句
“are you OK？”
才发现原来我在哭


身上也散发负能量
讨厌这样的我

更讨厌哪里的他





下雨天
天很灰
满天雨
怎么也把我的眼睛给弄湿了
原来我是可以在里里外外的雨天开车



说的在明又能怎样
还是改变不了事实
他就是要留



面具
一个不够
用两个
两个不够
用三个
总有一个是可以盖着淋湿的枕头


约不想理他
心更想他
不想回他信
心却希望他多发一些信

疼与伤
哭与累
他不懂
也懂不了
懂了也是一样

No matter how many times i refresh the page..

It's still same..

收拾好心情去做工
我也不知道要怎样了









我很想放弃了






精神
体力
要烧完了




真的够了




可以停止了吗？

There arent different..
things still the same..
Changes are remain..
Meet = no meet
See = no see
What is the purpose..
Stupidity
History give us lesson..
History shall not happened again..

Silence is the beSt weapon
Silence is the best way to calm down

Silence can make us think

Think is danger
Think will brings question mark
Start with WHY
It will follow one question to another question
All these question do not have an answer
This is where it will lead us to unhappy

Unhappy will lead us to sad
Sad because couldnt knew the answer
Sad because dont understand

Sad might show us the way to Angry
Angry of things happened
Angry of how could it be

Silence can be good and bad
Depends on how you use it thru

I told you already
I will only make you no mood too
See! It happened!

I warn you..
You said wont..

I know i am being rejected to you
What i want?
I need you to continue come closer
But i know you wont

Why?
Cause you are fucking tired!
You are lazy too
You wont give a damn thing on this when you are fucking tired!
Dont need to deny
This is you. Is you!

What is the purpose of dinner?
U ate on your own and the other ate on his own..

I really dont know
When will i get killed sitting in your car
U wanna get mad
Wanna let ur anger off pls scold or sream not on driving
The people you love is there
Have you ever think of his or hers life?
Where is your responsible?

See people faces for a day

What is the purpose i waited for 1 hour plus

End up what i get?

Tears accompany all night

Do I deserved all this?

男生和女生同时都等了对方五个小时
对方都想找对方，但是就是因为那口气
所有都不肯找对方
女生忍不住了但是有不要温柔的找男生
男生也不理不睬
女生伤心了
想哭却不敢哭
毕竟不在自己的家也和朋友们同房
女生问男生“没心情？”
男生却回要睡了
女生的心多了一把刀子往里面割
女生也不开心 说了一句晚安
男生却什么都不回

为什么又要吵架呢？
女生错那？
照片是发了有一个勾
是男生的家里的线差所以迟迟都一个勾
那么女生错那？
偏偏要在做工时发生

(〒︿〒)

Work #15

Friends...
Both is my friends..
So, as a friend of you two..
What can i do or say??

U all know my temper, attitude, limitation and my position in this event..

Dealer bringing her customer comes out..
Me and you were sitting..
I stand up immediately
How bout you??
Why are u still sitting??
Fine!
Why cant u help taking out the goodies bag??
Dealer saw it..
Mind your position as a promoter
Understand your position

I get angry then said i 发脾气
I keep quiet then u all 得寸进尺
讲也不是
静也不是

是朋友不是应该更明白吗?

4th day of work

慢慢的也习惯了
这就是工作

当然在工作上遇到问题，麻烦，波折
是非常的正常

更害怕的是伤了朋友之间的感情

很多时候真的不知道该说没
说了又怕会把事情恶化
不说又觉得不对

有时还会被上司责骂
晚上会有无影的压力
睡不到

亲爱的，
想你是一定有!
无时无刻都希望能有你的拥抱，安慰，鼓励
你和家人可是我的精神支柱
你们给我勇气去面对

不管再累，再苦，再难熬
我都会熬过去的
我有你们!

Darling 我知道你会支持我的!
我爱你!

Mood

What does mood meant to you?

Mood can be anything or nothing..

For me..
Hmm..
Mood is like weather
Happy can be sunny day
Crying can be rainy day
Angry can be stormy day
Sad can be windy day

How bout you?

Any kind of weather also got a positive side of it..
Take it and turn the bad day to a good day..
Be happy with the day
Spread the positive elements to the person around especially to the person you LOVE

What had I done?
What had I spoke?
That can affect your mood so deeply..
Till one night is not enough for u to forget it..

Another person dying without reason

Calling?

What is the purpose of calling?
Calling without calling someone name..

If calling will make argument then better dont waste the credit, time and effort

If you want someone to call ur name, you shall call someone first

If you dont feel like calling the person name then dont ask the person to call you back

Giving hints you dont get it
Telling you what to do, you dont do it

What are you expecting from the person?

Restart

I know you are tired..

You know i like to make things clear

I know you can forgive and forget easily

You know i like to settle up everything before the night end

IF everything do have a restart button,
Will it be good or bad?

Restart button might not function in some situation

What the heck!
The moment i need your help, u stay upstair
Sent a text and ask come up
Dont u worry what had happened to me?
I had came up late for 10mins!
Dumb ass!!

Tired 大完吗？
What the hell are u doin?
Watching movie all the time of course tired !

Bodo!

说好的dinner 呢？
去了那里？！

Speechless to u

What the heck!
The moment i need your help, u stay upstair
Sent a text and ask come up
Dont u worry what had happened to me?
I had came up late for 10mins!
Dumb ass!!

Tired 大完吗？
What the hell are u doin?
Watching movie all the time of course tired !

Bodo!

Fine

I will be fine
I will be ok

As long as my tears tank is empty

I will be fine
I will be ok

As long as my heartache had gone

I will be fine
I will be ok

As long as my brain had shut down

I will be fine
I will be ok

As long as the scar on me had vanished

I will NEVER BE FINE
I will NEVER BE OK

as the things above will not Happen

I just want my darling back...