狗屁话

说什么和朋友讲话 没有看电话

讲什么 狗屁话！

我和朋友在一起 除了吃着饭以外

我一定会看电话

因为你比朋友的对话 更！ 重 ！要！

我会把你放在第一位

这很明显你没有把我放在第一位

朋友的对话 比！我！更重要！ 

狗屁话！！！

我生病😷

你有问候我吗？

你有关心我吗？

你有问我好点吗？

你有想起我生病吗？

你和我讲电话你有发现我的声音吗？

你自己想想吧……

不要给我 

狗屁话！

说别人的老婆很厉害

怀孕和我差不多也可以做工

你那么羡慕别人的老婆

你 干 嘛 当 初 要 娶 我 ？！？！

狗屁话！

去娶别人的老婆啦！

别人的所有人事物都好过我 是吗？！

去找别人啊！ 

狗屁话！

想对你说的不只这么少

I do not know why
There seems like no reason
I just cant cheer up myself
I just could not smile
I try
I really try to smile
But my lips just do not move

I keep my head at 45 degree
I do not know why my tears
They wanted to roll down to my cheek
Without my conscious
Why?
What happened?

I do not like it
I do not want it
But i do not know what to do now

和他

和他走过的地方
和他去过的地方


一个人走时
眼泪会不自觉的滑溜
路人看到问了一句
“are you OK？”
才发现原来我在哭


身上也散发负能量
讨厌这样的我

更讨厌哪里的他





下雨天
天很灰
满天雨
怎么也把我的眼睛给弄湿了
原来我是可以在里里外外的雨天开车



说的在明又能怎样
还是改变不了事实
他就是要留



面具
一个不够
用两个
两个不够
用三个
总有一个是可以盖着淋湿的枕头


约不想理他
心更想他
不想回他信
心却希望他多发一些信

疼与伤
哭与累
他不懂
也懂不了
懂了也是一样

No matter how many times i refresh the page..

It's still same..

收拾好心情去做工
我也不知道要怎样了









我很想放弃了






精神
体力
要烧完了




真的够了




可以停止了吗？

There arent different..
things still the same..
Changes are remain..
Meet = no meet
See = no see
What is the purpose..
Stupidity
History give us lesson..
History shall not happened again..

Silence is the beSt weapon
Silence is the best way to calm down

Silence can make us think

Think is danger
Think will brings question mark
Start with WHY
It will follow one question to another question
All these question do not have an answer
This is where it will lead us to unhappy

Unhappy will lead us to sad
Sad because couldnt knew the answer
Sad because dont understand

Sad might show us the way to Angry
Angry of things happened
Angry of how could it be

Silence can be good and bad
Depends on how you use it thru

I told you already
I will only make you no mood too
See! It happened!

I warn you..
You said wont..

I know i am being rejected to you
What i want?
I need you to continue come closer
But i know you wont

Why?
Cause you are fucking tired!
You are lazy too
You wont give a damn thing on this when you are fucking tired!
Dont need to deny
This is you. Is you!